iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Thursday, May 17, 2007

slowly, but surely, sapping life away.

I'm tired. I'm so tired that I sleep like a log. That I almost didn't wake up for the past two mornings because I slept so deeply that I almost didn't here my alarm nor feel the vibration. Craziness.

And I'm having extreme mood swings. Not so obvious anymore, but yesh, I'm having them. Been slipping in and out of emo-ness today. Sigh. Got kinda irritated with a few guys in class...because of their childish behaviour during lecture. But more so because they litter the school. Call it a pet peeve but I simply cannot stand people who litter the school consciously and intentionally. Think of it, who are the ones who ended up having to clean up our mess? At least be a bit more considerate lah.

But other than that, I guess I was simply tired. From the sea of work (with no end in sight), but also from obsession I guess. man, I hate my hormones. I mean it. obsessing is tiring. esp when both objects are out-of-reach...and i'm not even supposed to be obsessing over them. haiz. it's wrong to obsess. =( i HATE my hormones. urgh.

Card games are therapeutic though. Played 3 hrs straight of bridge, dai-di and bluff with Jeanette, Jared and guy (opps, i forgot his name again. XS) ! Laughed so much during bluff that the thought of it makes my stomach ache. i cheated every single round and get caught every single round that it became a pattern! i just anyhow cheat! cheating is fun! LOL. played with Jared before actually...but i only remembered him as 'the guy with nice playing cards'. haha. coz his cards got pictures of clouds, are very small and smooth...very nice to play with. haha. anyway, he may be joining fim soc! yay! yesh, if he joins, we'll officially have 12 J1 members. LOL. small and cosy as sherry says. X)

finally did some work tonight. but still got plenty of stuff to catch up on.

sigh. and mediacorp trip ended up having such pathetic attendence XS only 4 pple going as of now?!?! haiz....and i'm supposed to be sending sean the list of pple. how to send when the seniors are not replying me!!! argh!!!!!!

stress.
i think i'll die by the age of 18.

Labels: school

10:40 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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