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Saturday, May 09, 2009


or maybe i just won't update. not sure if i'll give up on this blog in the end. but i'm blogging elsewhere from now on.

2:05 AM

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Domain (again)


Okay people, I think I'm going to get that domain I lost years ago. Any recommendation on good web hosts?

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4:27 PM

sticking with the low quality


Suddenly I feel sick of blogger. I have no idea why. I'm just sick of it. The entire concept sucks. LJ is so much better. Wordpress even more so. But I'm stuck here simply because I like all my thoughts in one place, and this blog is like 3 years old.

Then again, I had another blog, also 3 years old, on blogger, and I abandoned it all the same. It's still around, I can still go back to read whenever I want to. But that also meant my thoughts are NOT all in the same place. I can easily do the same thing over again. And shift my internet base to something more superior. livejournal. Or maybe even better, wordpress.

Perhaps, shifting to a superior platform will inspire me to not write as much nonsense as I write here. Which I do from time to time out of a sense of obligation. To not abandon this blog. To write something here.

Maybe.....I'll reach a decision and update. Soon I think.

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12:22 AM

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Sims 3! <3


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12:35 AM

Arts Fest Volunteer Training


Life without work once again. As usual, the beginning's relaxing and not too sian. haha. Watched a couple of animes. Did a bit of Japanese. Slept in and slacked the entire afternoon.

Went down to the MICA building at 7pm for a training session for the volunteers of the Singapore Arts Festival. Met Sylvia and Sean...I only know their names since I missed the previous "get-to-know" session. Majority of the volunteers were HWCH people lah. LOL. According to the people I asked, apparently NAC asked the SAP schools but only HWCH responded. They asked RI too...but there wasn't any response. Since everyone there were like JC and youngsters, I assume by RI, they really meant RJC sigh. WHY OH WHY NO RJC PEOPLE VOLUNTEERED? boo. We have a lot of people who care about the arts don't we? Oh well.

So anyway, got this really cool Arts Fest tee...there's a choice between green and purple. Guess which I took. Nope, you guessed wrong (everyone who knows me would guess green haha). I took purple. Haha. I'm surprised at myself since whenever I get a choice I usually take green. But well, I was in purple house in primary school you know. Anyway, thought I have too many green shirts already, shouldn't take green anymore haha. Or maybe I'm just getting influenced by shuyi.

Covered things like jobscope, and the general idea of the festival. Nothing really useful actually, pretty much things I would have read about myself before I go for the volunteer sessions. But at the end of everything, we went to see the Festival Hub. THAT IS WHAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT. The idea behind the installation totally reminded me why I like art so much. Shall elaborate more next time. This requires an entire post on its own man. Nope, this is one post which I will not forget or get lazy to write about LOL.

By the time everything ended, it was around 10pm. Decided to take mrt to marina bay so that I'd get seats. But the train stalled at Raffles Place. Two staff with walkie talkies came running into the cabins and ran up and down a bit...talking in their walkie talkies...before getting this young boy and who i presume to be his family out of the train. The train subsequently got delayed for nearly 20mins I think. Was so curious, almost got out of the train, perhaps to ask the control station what is happening. But I never did, for fear that my seat shall get taken, and the next train might take ages to come. The funny thing is the recording kept repeating that the train was delayed due to a "track fault"...which I doubt was the case. Oh well.

Lucky it wasn't some terrorist attack or something? LOL. Coz when the staff first approached the boy, they seemed to talk about the bag below him or something. Not too sure. Was too far away. Or maybe I imagined it =P

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Been thinking too much these days again I think. Overanalysing even my very own thoughts and feelings. Maybe I should be more happy-go-lucky, haha. And not think so much. Funny how shuyi said I'm more of the happy-go-lucky kind, yet roger and kh (and sometimes mark?) are always saying I think too much for my own good.

The last few nights weren't restful nights. Weird dreams, followed by strange happenings the next day. Sigh. I hope I'm worried for nothing.

P.S. The truefriendtest is completely not accurate now I think. Maybe I should redo it haha. But then I'll have to pester people to do it once again so that the ranking board won't be empty haha! XD

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12:11 AM

Sunday, May 03, 2009

Self-awareness and self-preservation


I have so much trouble blogging what I really wanna say these days. After effects of being friends with guys? Sigh. I used to have no trouble at all.

But maybe some feelings, no matter how much you wanna express it, are too embarrassing after awhile. There's also the constant worries of things going wrong. So I guess the desire for some people to read does not triumph the risk of things going wrong upon some people reading. ta-dah. bad language, but that's it.

It's bad to like stuff/people/situations too much. Because losing them would be so scary.

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1:40 AM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;
dr...(+)
drink :: ice lemon tea | chocolate milk | green tea | milo
colour :: orange | pink | green
anime :: bleach
manga :: ouran high school host club
books :: the day after forever by erin skiffington | the lovely bones by alice sebold
authors :: agatha christie | jane austen
music :: death cab for cutie | jay chou | muse


more;
ad...(+)

adp rgs rjc

1/1 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q 106 206 310 410 08S05B

purple house buckle buckle-buckley

adp: it club library eng drama chinese dance swimming

rg: handbells library rjc: film society chinese orchestra japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.


random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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rjc film society blog!
promediaus (sean's team)
sj tribe
youthnet online
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ian
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Domain (again)
sticking with the low quality


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