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Thursday, May 10, 2007

GOLD + headache

RJCO got gold for co syf. nothing to be sad about, just...expected. I was thinking as I listened that we might be in the middle of gold or silver...and i think the 'qi fen' kinda pushed us towards the gold..but everyone put in so much effort and did such a great job. it all boils down to nervousness lah. yay! rjco rock!

and i shall buck up in picking up zhongruan. preferably before the seniors leave. maybe i shall stay back aft sch sometimes on my own to prac..which means i'll have to find a way into the rjco store on non-prac days. hmm.

Actually, I shouldn't be blogging. I'm having a pounding headache. the kind that goes knocking on your skull screaming "knock knock! are you unconscious yet?". oh, not to mention a on-off fever which goes on for half an hour and then off again, only to return 15mins later. urgh. but surprisingly i can still think coherrently. this post is still quite coherrent so far right?

So...after syf, RJCO tanbo went for section dinner! and i was damn high, laughing at every single thing and being ultra lame. i think i was siao. yesh. 'laughter is the best medicine' says xinhui...then why am i still having headache now?
conclusion: rjco tanbo = a bunch of crazy psychotic people

oh, and i conclude that singaporeans are still quite friendly lah. i took the lorry with the percussion people (with the instruments) back to school and we waved at random motorists. 16 out of 21 waved back. yay!

and sihui....thing is, i realised what sihui say makes sense...even if it doesn't really apply totally. the fact that i feel more comfortable with seniors (or juniors) is not going to work in jc. it may have worked back in rg, but not now. soon, the seniors will leave and i'll be 'senior-less' for 6-8mths? i don't think i'll feel empty like sihui says, but i should still start mixing with my batch more? hmm...
sihui cheer up! =))

everyone's beat. and i'm lagging behind on this week's work plan. crap.

shall i go to school tomorrow? i should right? but i feel awful now. urgh. i think i shall go to school and then see how first. sigh. but i've not done a single piece of work...crap. and i'm getting super disorganised. shall attempt to get organised again. 1st thing - list all the things that i'm supposed to have done but have not done. argh. now that ghar project post-it pad i bought from joo comes in handy! yay! X)

sometimes, i feel that my laughing is a form of escapism. I don't really know how true is that coz i really do feel happy. But my laughing's going a bit out of control? especially this week..way too high for no apparent reason. okay, maybe not without reason...but the reasons are not enough for me to high till that extent. but if it's a form of escapism, what am i escaping from?

i think i'm getting the hang of it now though. jc life i mean. maybe i am happier really, just that i'm not used to it so it felt unreal? and i am starting to learn how to handle stuff?? maybe not in the best manner possible..but i'm handling. life is all about give and take afterall.

aiya, go sleep le lah. headache, go away lah.

Labels: life, school

9:59 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
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~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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