iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

need for blog

Believe me. I really really love to blog. I need to blog. but my mind is really dead these few days and i just don't have the energy to recount what happened, think it through, and blog. argh. i'm super tired lah. work piles high, and i'm not doing 80% of the work i'm supposed to do. i was so tired that i actually typed "imposing" as a verb for "imposter" in one of my tags. Diao.

But, as tired as I may be, I still need to say this. I was strangely affected by councilor investiture. I mean, I know it doesn't concern me at all. I'm not the one being invested..I'm not the one who's gonna leave school soon. But I felt a lot...I guess I was just touched? or maybe more than that. or maybe it's just coz I've gotten to know quite a few pple in council, and they are pple who really touched my life, whether they realised it a not. they are very very important people in my life, and i think they will be for many years to come, even if i've graduated, am a working adult and never ever see any one of them again.

I guess Sihui may be partially right about the emptiness theory. I'm already feeling sad about J2s leaving. I think i may cry when they actually leave. Imagine them seeing me cry when they thought they are not all that close enough to me for me to cry? haha. they'll be shocked i think. I think i feel too much, emote too much.....get attached too easily.

let me add that i actually ponned china bicultural programme to watch investiture. that's how important it was to me. to watch them getting invested. to watch the seniors say their goodbyes. don't tell me i'm being extra...coz maybe i am. but i don't care.

i shall sleep. and allow my brain cells to regenerate.
oh. and we did a pretty cute sequence during workshop yesterday with the random footages i recorded. shall upload it on youtube one day. completely unprofessional. completely slapdash. but cute. haha.
and did i mention that i'll most probably get single digit mark for the recent econs test? 15mins left and i was only halfway through part a.
argh. don't think so much le. don't blog about everything. SLEEP.

I feel like playing need for speed soon. Mr Holidays, can you please come soon?
and i'm lagging behind bleach by two episodes! haven watch ep 125 and ep 126 is coming out tmr! argh!!!!!

Labels: life, school, thoughts

10:36 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

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~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
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I love concerts.

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