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Saturday, April 29, 2006

Day One of the LONG Weekend


Questions of Logic

Do Roman paramedics refer to IV's as "4's"?

If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?

When someone asks you, "A penny for your thoughts," and you put your two cents in, what happens to the other penny?

Why do croutons come in airtight packages? It's just stale bread to begin with.

Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, but a person who drives a race car not called a racist?

If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled?

DAY ONE OF LONG WEEKEND

Wore the halter top I bought from Ebay for the first time today. As expected, mum made a BIG issue over it. Sigh. Just can't change my mum overnight I guess. In here eyes, it's no halter, no tank top, no spagethii, no off-shoulders, just plain old t-shirs. sigh. I'm not saying just wearing t-shirts not fine or anything, I'm not even trying to defy her or anything. But it's the freedom to dress what you like and whether i look nice in it that matters. If she keeps saying I don't look nice in something that in actual fact she doesn't approve of and my friends + sister think i look great in it, then the blame cannot be on me for feeling irritated and defiant.

Other than that, nothing much happened. Not as interesting as I have hoped for this long weekend of course, but oh well, I got my sleep! =))) Slept till 1pm today! haha. I'll make up for whatever time I've missed today tomorrow I guess. I'll start by reading my first book for the last two months! how I missed reading.. =)) I LOVE LABOUR DAY! hee..

9:56 PM

Friday, April 28, 2006

"Experience is the thing you have left when everything else is gone."


Something interesting.

Thirteen Things PMS Stands For:
1. Pass My Shotgun

2. Psychotic Mood Shift

3. Perpetual Munching Spree

4. Puffy Mid-Section

5. People Make me Sick

6. Provide Me with Sweets

7. Pardon My Sobbing

8. Pimples May Surface

9. Pass My Sweatpants

10. Pissy Mood Syndrome

11. Plainly; Men Suck

12. Pack My Stuff

13. Potential Murder Suspect


Wanted to post the "xmas song" on school (lyrics by the mel, kel gang) too. But forgot to get the lyrics from mavis. LOL. It's really funny..only if you'll in my school.

ANYWAYZ, mock elections coming up in my school. yay! =P The rare fun thing they engage us in in school. Wednesday, we'll vote for qualities to look for in candidates, Friday, be briefed on arguements of both sides, and finally Saturday, we VOTE. AND the teachers will be voting too. So, we'll compare the results of the different levels (eg. sec 1 and 4), the teachers and the actual outcome of the elections..SO COOL RIGHT? I must say that my interest in politics is on the rise everyday. =))) I still don't understand why Mr Jalleh says that some of us will know why he wants to choose Aljunied GRC for our mock elections though. hmm...

9:42 PM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

misc stuff on site


fine. I admit it. I'm a perfectionist in all the wrong insignificant areas, and not schoolwork and important stuff. But I'll work on the tagboard layout/color this week anyway. hmph. just realised how awful it looks. =(

1:51 PM

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

the Forbidden


At Orchard MRT station today on my way home from school, I noticed a pair of girls wearing uniform of a unknown school sitting on the steps of the central staircase, facing each other. They look like ordinary girls, and did nothing extraordinary. Yet, my instinct tells me that they are...That there is something forbidden in our society between them. It's not really how they look, though I admit that I felt that it's very comfortable to see them together. At that point of time, I felt like if I were a photographer, I'd take millions of pictures of them together. Then again, that's not the point. It wasn't how they look, nor how they act, but rather the aura they emanate. I felt strongly attracted to them. Throughout the MRT trip, I couldn't keep my eyes off them. The only thing that made me tear my eyes off them was the fear of them discovering my unwanted attention. The more I observed them, the more I trust my intuition. Every look, every touch, every other form of interaction they had between themselves held deep meanings and affection which most would not have bothered or are unwilling to study and realise what is happening. Because ours is a community which excludes. The Forbidden holds yet even greater attraction for deprived beings of communities like ours, yet fear keeps us away from gaining understanding and acceptance.
I realised that this holds more truth than ever for me. My reaction, or rather attraction, towards the above-mentioned couple is the best prove. I would love, after much self-reflection, take a series of photos of forbidden couples. Even in natural poses which may very well be mistaken for ordinary photos of friends, to me they become confirmation to such love, that such love exist. I'll look deep into their eyes and try feel their every touch.

I may, you know, turn my dream of such a "Forbidden" album into reality. But our society ensures that most would think twice before approaching. Because, for many of them, coming out of the closet would mean a death sentence - a almost guaranteed passport to seclusion from family, many friends, and the society. Maybe I am an oddball, supporting a cause which I am not part of. But this is how the forbidden love makes me feel, and I've got to do something about it.

By the way, this has absolutely nothing to do with *Jeremy*. I never saw her as a girl in the first place anyway. Whatever I have mentioned doesn't apply to her. I don't feel that sense of attraction when I see her with other girls..She's just neither here nor there. But DEFINITELY not girl.

8:53 PM

Friday, April 21, 2006

birthday


You know, i mentioned wishes few days ago. but I jsut realised that i really want nothing..but for him to wish me happy birthday personally. and not through someone else, like my sis.

11:03 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Disfigured


Main Event: I was disfigured by Standing Board Jump today. Three red marks on my face. =( Anywayz, I can't wear my specs now. How will I survive my school days??? ANyhow, I got MC for tomorrow =P

Very unlucky today...Chemi-car won't move. And it's most probably due to my brother's mishandling it. The worst part is that I can't scold him for it too, since he's so cute and lovable and you don't really know how to continue scolding when all the person in question does is go "huh?" or "orh.".

And I am missing so much tomorrow since I am not going to school. Raffles Book Day's gonna be so exciting and I'm missing it!!! Argh!!! =( I hate having a disfigured face.

The wishlist will have to wait for tomorrow. As you can see, I am not in teh condition to type. Touch typing and I can't see the screen without glasses, so spare me for any typo errors. Great luck for 2 days before my birthday man. GREAT luck. =(

Let's hope my bad luck stops here. It's my birthday soon afterall you know. God can't give me bad luck on my birthday, can he?

11:02 PM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Loves and Loves


Today, I am having a list of my latest loves. Because I hate "Hates". And mind you, that's an oxymoron. =P

I love Ebay for its convenience. I can shop more now!
I love leave-on hair conditioners. Should have listened to Sammie long ago.
I love my domain. =P
I love Ibook. I wanna have one soon.
I love Ipod nano. Either that or Sony PSP.
I love my birthday. It sounds nice. With rhythm. But I like 14th April more. =( oh wells..
I LOVE BLEACH. That's a statement.
I love skirts. That's only a recent affair.

Birthday
Caiqiang reminded me of my birthday. MY OWN BIRTHDAY. Gosh, what is school doing to me, making me forget my own special day?
So...I shall think up birthday wishes and post it tomorrow! And maybe the Wishlist too! Yay! wanted to post today, but not enough time. gotta go study now...=P

People, you are getting a serious hint. *coughs*

9:02 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

rambles


I really really really do hate blogger. It's just not the optimal tool to blog..But what to do? I only found out that my plan doesn't include the freedom to create databases, and I didn't have the time to phone the company to ask what I can do to add on databases. Sigh. Oh well, guess I'd have to endure this a little bit more.

In case you are reading this, THIS SITE IS NOT COMPLETED YET. That's just in case you couldn't see.

Oh how I miss blogging..Especially now that most of the performance tasks are over...Let's start with today.

World/Raffles Book Day Class Decor..
It went quite well..Basically, my class is doing some Terry Prachet book that I just can't remember the name...something on apoloclypse, with heaven and hell all that stuff in the modern context..sounds interesting. I might even read it one day.
Anyway, for our doors we are supposed to do half a globe on each door (paper mache) and have a heavens theme for the front and hell for the back.
Here comes the problem. I didn't have any qualms at all at first. But, afterwards, people seem to be so engrossed in painting the heavens that they just won't listen to me when I was trying to be serious and inform them we are one mahjong paper short for hell. hmph. I spent like 15 mins trying to get them notice but they were just deaf or something. So, I gave up. Just watch them paint. Honestly, one thing this class teaches me is to take things easy sometimes...these people...haiz..
Sidenote: They went impatient and the ingenious qianni splashed water over it and just paint-washed the mahjong paper. GREAT IDEA. the only problem was that the mahjong paper was super wet and dripping paint onto the school grounds. I'd be more then grateful to the prefects if they close an eye and not book us tomorrow...haha.

Chinese Opera
One of the best sessions ever, for me at least. I was in great shape, in the mood and not too tired. heh. But one bad news and one semi-bad news.
Bad news: XIU GOT RASHES and didn't come today. =( you know, it's like super coincidental but Xiu just can't make it to opera all the time. First, miscommunications. Then, when she finally came, practice was cancelled. And today, rash. sigh. Good thing she went through it last year..Or else she's missing a lot on top of a lot. Okay, you don't get what I mean. Fine.
Semi-Bad News:They are not going to let us put out HONG LOU MENG! =( Because...1) School wants something with educational value, 2)School doesn't want a full length show. You wanna know what I think? The reason they don't want a full length show is lack of funds. If that's the case, we can fund raise! I WANT HONG LOU MENG!!
But the other story they proposed - MA LANG HUA - is quite fine. Although it sounds boring at first, it's quite interesting in the middle (and sounded like a combination of enid blyton and snow white). So I guess it's not that bad. But 30 mins is simply too short! (30 mins coz we are sharing the show with several other schools, unless we do a full show) At least drag it till 50 mins or so mah...

Oh well, had my fill in blogging. Must go study. Been rushing PTs the whole of last week..Adieu! to whoever who bothered to read. I SWEAR I'LL GET A DATABASE SOON.

6:42 PM

Saturday, April 15, 2006

Domain!


Woosh! At long last...My own domain! Yay!!!! But still lots of work to do. And this thing came just when all the school work's piling onto me...=( Looks like I'd have to wait for just a lil' bit before I can really start enjoying the thrill of this. Sigh =(

12:15 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;
dr...(+)
drink :: ice lemon tea | chocolate milk | green tea | milo
colour :: orange | pink | green
anime :: bleach
manga :: ouran high school host club
books :: the day after forever by erin skiffington | the lovely bones by alice sebold
authors :: agatha christie | jane austen
music :: death cab for cutie | jay chou | muse


more;
ad...(+)

adp rgs rjc

1/1 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q 106 206 310 410 08S05B

purple house buckle buckle-buckley

adp: it club library eng drama chinese dance swimming

rg: handbells library rjc: film society chinese orchestra japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.


random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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My DeviantART
My Livejournal (more private entries than public though, and much abandoned as of now.)

My Prayer Log (private)
bleach portal
08S05B class blog!
rjc film society blog!
promediaus (sean's team)
sj tribe
youthnet online
youthnet admin

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caiqiang
candy
chaoyang
chuntsen
eugene
germ
gekmin
hanyu
ian
janice
jasmine yam
jawed
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jinjun
kah hou
kaiqi
kawing
lijie
liyi
lorraine
mandy
mel law
prila
qiongye
royce
sammie
sean
sengteck
shan
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waihan
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zijian
zijian(ex-blog)
zhuoyi

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DISCLAIMER: these are linked here so that there's no need for my minute brain to remember so many urls. lol



THE MEMORY

recent;
I really wish I can purge myself from this world a...
I don't know what I'm doing. And why my existence ...
I'm more than a lil bit tired of living. But I'm s...
Today was perfect. We were both happy. So why am I...
If I keep my distance. If I really gain enough dis...
It's all too late. In all probability, too late. I...
If I'm not here in this world, he won't be having ...
or maybe i just won't update. not sure if i'll giv...
Domain (again)
sticking with the low quality


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