Tuesday, January 30, 2007
okay..i am not pmsing. but i am feeling a little bit sad over some stuff that I got to know today. really, ignorance is bliss. But nevermind, I'm strong..I'll get over it.
Was late for school today! (okay...no surprise there. but this is like my first time late in my jc life kay?) Reason...I dropped my jacket in the middle of the road while walking to the mrt station. and only realised that i've dropped it when i was going to board the train. how suai. so yup, couldn't afford to lose another jacket, especially when this jacket is my dad's second present to me! so i went ALL THE WAY back to get it! funny, my dad's first and second presents to me were both jackets. didn't realise that till now...haha.
Stayed back in school for our first BB Drama Fest Meeting! The script's good! The idea of fate was real strong in the script...and this guy called eugene thought that the plot was coincidental. And you know, as usual, i don't think before i speak and commented that fate is a very romantic idea, that's why the guys can't take it. kinda scared that i offended him afterwards...but he was cool. so oh well. weishan's character 'rebecca' seems a bit redundant in the plot though. oh well...the script's not finalised anyway.
Then RJ soccer team played versus VJ today. I've always heard of how good VJ soccer is...so I went to watch! Also to kinda give moral support to weizhi lah...he played goalie today. Was wondering how come the other goalie was of so poor standard when compared to weizhi..but then linxi later explained to me that the other goalie (J2 senior leh!) was injured. That explains why weizhi gets to play against vj within weeks of practice! haha...but the coach damn fierce leh. Weizhi kinda didn't save a ball properly at one time and the coach yelled at him. =( luckily the ball bounced off the top of the goal post..oh well. qy says that weizhi got to learn to cope with such harsh words. =( seriously, harsh words don't mean good coaching right??? right? oh well...maybe i was bias. own classmate afterall.
The VJ soccer pple damn attitude too. But then must admit lah...got a few are okay. there was this one guy in VJ soccer who shaked the hand of the guy who he knocked over. That's damn sportsmanship lah. haha....gentleman. =P so shall not generalise them..=)))
and i am seriously falling behind my work. got to study!!!!!!!!!! sigh. just don't feel like it. don't even get the time to really come online anymore. last time i surfed the net was probably early last week. At least my CSE is kinda back on track. sigh....but there's still math tutorial and physics....plus i haven been revising last week's work. shit lah. must get my focus back......gambate meiyi! ^^'
Labels: school
Monday, January 29, 2007
First things first...ANNOUCEMENT. my pms is over. although I seriously don't know why...coz my *ahem* didn't come. oh well...
ANYWAYZ........I've been rather busy for the past few days. Which explains for my lack of blogging. and for your very very late headings, shan. so yup, here are some quick updates.
- Yep. my gut feeling was correct. I didn't get into streetdance. Oh well.
- The first few CO prac feels good! I GOT INTO ZHONG RUAN. although that isn't really surprising..but oh well. and i'm kinda glad i took jason's advice and chose zhong ruan. the instrument really feels good. as in, i like the feeling of playing the frets. very guitar-like. haha.
- Class outing was fun! Though my mum's on the verge of grounding me if I go out again on weekends in the near future. So yarh...but don't think we'll get the chance to go for a 3rd outing, will we? Everyone's becoming sooooooooo busy...
subpoint: read weizhong's blog about the truth or dare session towards the end of the class outing. Ian is INSANE. If I didn't run.....OMG. unthinkable. haha...curious? Ask me about it..and i'll see whether I'll tell u abt it. hee.. =P
- I finally took time out to fix my com. and laptop. So now they are finally working fine. YAY! but my printer's not working fine anymore. sigh....why am i forever on 'diy missions'?
- Went to malaysia on Sunday...and Mum bought me a new pair of shoes! YAY! but she also docked 30bucks off my allowance..as 'punishment' for going out late two saturdays in a row..and for waking up later than 8am twice on weekends this month..so it's kinda like I Bought The Shoes Myself??? oh, but she bought me a long sleeve shirt too....so she still bought me something. haha.
- and i decided to go ahead and try to help with the zingo drum website for qy. hope i don screw it up..haha.
- And I am sooooo gonna fail trial nafa test tmr. haha. okay, this is not considered an update. i haven fail it.....YET.
gotta slp earlier today....!
p.s. i really love my class. everyone in class is soooo nice that i feel almost ashamed of myself! =P
Labels: school
Saturday, January 27, 2007
REally, I was almost dead. Haha. Streetdance audition was alright I guess, but I still think I won't get in. =( oh well, i went for fun anyway. I am not gonna be dissapointed. Really. Hmm..good convincing huh? haha..but yarh...
And after streetdance, I waited for 40mins for QY to finish showering and change before we finally get on our way to NUS. FORTY MINUTES. lol. kk, maybe I shouldn't laugh at him since i take a long time usually too. But aren't guys supposed to be faster? oh well...
and I starved. It's not really qy's fault actually..coz he didn't know that nus canteen would be close either. and i wanted to try nus food too...so yarh. The discussion on the website project went rather well too. Nothing too difficult..I guess. At least the guy's not expecting some fancy flash pages..haha.
tomorrow's class outing at east coast! damn screwed lah, og and class together. but i'll manage.....divide myself into half. HAHA. =p
Thursday, January 25, 2007
Kinda playing truth or dare online with Ian right now...but the convo's going so slow that I am bored. So...I am blogging! Blog early then sleep earlier today. hee..today was a torture lah. keep falling asleep during lectures and tutorials. *yawn* plus it's like super cold and i didn't have a jacket? actually i still have a green jacket at home lah..but kinda refuse to bring it to school coz i really miss my blue jacket! the blue jacket was my dad's first present for me ever leh! =( please say that the cleaners didn't just pick it up and throw it away...
anyway, after the torturous experience today, i m gonna use my green jacket afterall.
I had someone to go home with today finally!!!! Fizzah! Actually we didn't plan to go home together. I was kinda going to the MRT and hoping that I'll just bump into someone to go home with me. Thought that Fizzah's gonna take that "three-bus-indirect-route" home again. HAHA. But we ended up meeting each other at the station! Yay!! But Fizzah like to take to marsling and take bus home...so i had no one to walk home with from woodlands mrt. but guess one shouldn't be so greedy lah. haha.
OH, and on the mrt, we were matchmaking pple in our class! that was fun!!! =P
And I am HAPPY!!! took a break from studying today and ended up watching grey's anatomy for the whole day! Finished season two le!!! =))) managed to finish watching bleach ep 109 and ep 110 too! yay!! i miss my anime man..
It's thursday night and already it feels like friday. I don feel like going school tmr. =P Can't wait for sat to come. Tmr's gonna be such a bz day lah. by the time i reach home, i predict it'll be almost 11pm!!! =(
oh well, at least i m not pmsing that much anymore now. shall sleep earlier tonight.
Labels: rant
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
I am feeling depressed. over a very trivial thing. but maybe I shouldn't blame my entire mood on the incident...maybe i'm just pmsing...
Studied in school till 7pm today. Wednesday is short day mah...so i started studying earlier and end earlier. Then I went to find Jason..kinda hoping that someone would go home with me. But he wanted to go eat dinner with the CO pple. which is fine...except that i was kinda hoping that he'll ask me along. but since he didn't, i assumed that he wouldn't want me to go and so i went home....ALONE. =(
I seriously need more going home partners in school man. So far, I only know......five pple who lives near the north. two in woodlands, one in sembawang, and one in yishun. that's five "going-home partners". should be more than enough...BUT THEY ALWAYS MANAGED TO ESCAPE GOING HOME WITH ME!!! they are always either super busy, or their timetables clash with mine...etc, etc. sigh...
AND I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE GOING HOME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i absolutely hate going home alone. I rather stay in school (even alone) till 11pm, 12mn, then to go home alone. don ask me why, coz i am weird. =(
so i am depressed. and if jason is reading this....hmm...don feel tooo guilty kay? kay?? KAY???
maybe my sarcastism isn't obvious, as usual. so i shall be obvious. i m being sarcastic. shit, now i am mean. seriously, forgive me. but i just feel super pissed off at having no one to go home with ALL THE TIME.
AND no matter what the CO pple say, i still feel like they don't want me. so they better call me soon. =(
shit. i feel super shitty now. like my emotions are in the bottom pits.
I don't have time to transfer my stuff to a bigger file. i don't have time to correct my archives page. i don't have time to watch Bleach episode 109 and 110, although I finished downloading them a million years ago. i am damn tired, and i can't control my shitty emotions. AND my CSE notes are never ending.
anyway, i'll have streetdance tryouts on friday. shit. i m so not gonna get in. but who cares...
i think i used the word 'shit' too many times in this entry le. haiz. let's hope i get better tmr morn when i wake up.
i need the saturday outing desperately to cheer me up. refresh me. anything. especially after i screwed my tryouts.
Labels: rant, school
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
okay..my mum just opened the mailbox and there's a letter for me! from the ntu sports club...
VERTICAL MARATHON 2007! let's all go man!!!! everyone!!! woot!
i missed it last yr coz i fell sick. =(
it's on 25th Feb, sunday, at Republic Plaza...and it's only 14 bucks!!! =)))
Labels: random
11:35 PM
Lots of things happened today. And for the first time ever, I could actually remember them! Tada! lol..it's in sniplets though. if you know me, you should know my storytelling skills suck.
First things first..ONE. I woke up late today. Ended up not meeting up with my og. =( So...can't talk about OG outing anyway. So, later on went to class...as normal, lectures, blah blah blah.
PE was torture. Okay, maybe not so bad. It actually cured my sleepiness. But my left calf muscles hurt like hell now. =( Lorraine (or was it linxi) says that I rely on my left leg too much, that's why. Oh well, it's feeling much better already anyway. Thanks to Hien! =))) Thanks for stretching with me!!!!! HAHA.
After PE, we met our senior class! Unfortunately, I missed out on a lot...coz I went to buy food. =( Plus, I was rather tired I guess...so wasn't my usual self. Don't know even a single name of the pple in our senior class. =P nxt time bah!
Afterwards when GP lesson came and Hien had to go for KI. I said I'd call her after lessons. And ended up finding out her hp's in my bag. That was funny. I went like...how am I ever gonna find Hien now? walked out of the classroom and saw the KI pple downstairs.
Oh, and my class decided to have a 2nd class outing this sat, 2pm, east coast park. exact same time and venue as my og outing. how nice...haha. then they said that they'll act as if they accidentally bumped into me. haha. aiya, nvm le. i told my og...not sure what's gonna happen nxt thou. think we'll talk abt it tmr during og meeting. wenchen also last min got cip stuff on sat. haiz...at this rate we'll nvr go for og outing. =(
I WANNA LEARN HOW TO ROLLERBLADE! i mean, learn how to stop rollerblades. i mean, brake. fine. my eng suck.
One last news of the day. I found out who someone's crush is.........muahahaha. And i guessed it all by myself. Ahh....the sense of achievement. haha.
TOMORROW GOT JAP CLUB! YAY! AND CO PPLE NEVER CALL ME. BOOHOO...SO I GUESS I'LL BE GOING JAP CLUB TMR? see how first bah. if only i can join jap club and co at the same time...
which brings me back to the topic cca. i m soooo not going for streetdance tryouts if neither Hien nor Seleena's going. yeah.
Labels: school
Monday, January 22, 2007
Just two weeks of sch and I feel as though I've been mugging for my whole life! Haha...seriously. The CSE notes are drowning me. I cannot tahan (did i spell that correctly?) anymore..
Anyway, I stayed back after school to mug with hien. Yup..Although more than half the time I was alone. haha. Coz Hien was super busy. Got Dramafest audition, odac interview all in one day. Plus she had a super long conversation with weizhong. But nevertheless it's nice to have a friend to mug with. I bet I studied more that what I did for the past week! haha..anyway, we left at 9.30pm and by the time I reached home, it was near 10.15pm. Yep. And my mum just keep nagging on and on about me having dinner so late. Seriously...I am not starving myself. She makes it sound like I have anorexia or something. haha.
rjc at night has a different feel about it. it's difficult to describe. or maybe I was just feeling emo again. haha.
tomorrow hien and I have a plan up our sleeves. haha.
anyway, i've got a few photos in my hp which I've been meaning to post. But just don get the time and energy. maybe soon bah. oh...latest addition to that "to be posted photo collection" - zheng gang wearing hair band.
gives you another reason to watch this space yeah? HAHA.
and one more thing. i seriously suck at writing. yes, i suck.
ciao.
Labels: school
11:42 PM
i forgot to say this. Have been thinking of changing layout. Shall I do something on Farenheit? hee....=P Been a long time since i last had something with idols on it. the last time was JJ i think..
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Shit I am screwed. I just realised that my archives links do not open properly in this window. Damn. And I don't have the time to fix it tonight. Urgh. And I have not finished Shan's headings. Double damn. And I might Bu Zi Liang Li and accept some super professional looking web design assignment. Triple damn. But on the third point, the keyword is MIGHT. so that isn't that bad. plus if i do accept, it's like my own choice so i have only myself to blame. and it is highly likely that they'll discover how lousy i am and just reject me. haha.
Anyway, good things that happened today..
I tried the Wireless@SG service today at the WRL. Damn cool! It's almost the same speed as the home internet. Hardly any difference in fact. WOOT!
Then I searched for Let It Shine on youtube. Obviously not expecting to find any results since it's just a singapore production. And ended up finding out someone has uploaded every single episode on youtube. WOW.
Oh, and I actually got disciplined enough to finish doing my work all in one go..that's a HUGE accomplishment for me.
Nevertheless, add all these up. today's still a damn day. not forgetting my laptop is still under the attack of viruses.
somehow, life still feels perfect. I am seriously living a oxymoronic life. haha.
and i admit it. i like the idea of trying out professional web design. wow...lol.
Labels: rant
11:22 PM
Was late for Everything But The Brain by half an hour..the play was great nonetheless. anyway..
First class outing of the year and it was not bad. I guess. i touched pool for the first time!!! was damn lousy. Oh well...shall have intensive training when i get the time! HAHA. but the guys damn pro lah....Linxi also quite pro. but all other girls are like....er....Needs improvement. =P wanted to go bowling...but there wasn't enough time.
Halfway some of us went arcade. I went once on the parapara paradise. The machine so old lah, only got a few songs. I hate it. Plus coz too long nvr play very lousy. And I was a little bit shy to dance in front of Stacy and Qiongye....so yarh. just flabbed my arms around. =( oh well..But Bishi Bashi was fun!!!! Seriously, I've been deprived of arcade for way too long..haha.
Then we ate lunch at burger king. Took such a long time trying to decide where to eat. and as most outings go, we retreated to the esplanade park, and sat there trying to play truth or dare...which became truth or truth afterwards, since there's no good dares available.
so yarh, that's all lah. since i can't say anything about the truth or dare game, there's really nothing much to blog about. =( just blogging coz my hair is taking damn long to dry...I WANNA SLEEP! =(
Labels: weekend
Saturday, January 20, 2007
So sianz...mum kinda used pocket money to bribe me into waking up at 8am on weekends. So yarh. Which isn't a bad thing, since I've got tons and tons of CSE notes to go through. Sigh. and not to forget Shan's headings at the back of my mind. Shit. Oh well..SHAN, i am really really really really really
10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 sorry....
Anyway, read the papers for the first time in weeks today. Gosh...I really missed out a lot by not reading papers regularly. I didn't know there's a starbucks in Forbidden City! Kay..maybe people will think i am narrow minded or whateva. But SERIOUSLY. Starbucks in forbidden city. WHAT THE HECK WAS THE MANAGEMENT THINKING??? it's like letting the american low-quality convenience culture invade the superior elegant chinese culture. DOUBLE HUH? I mean, if someone like me who's not been very in touch with china...not been anywhere near major cities like shanghai and beijing, but only been to guangdong area, shengzheng...haifeng..and guangzhou..hongkong, etc. If someone like me feel so negative over this, then it got to be wrong somewhat. What on earth took the chinese in china so long to react man! Kay, I'll be fair to them. They did react. BUT REACT MORE STRONGLY LAH. haiz....i can't imagine that they actually allowed starbucks presence there for 6 years...SIX WHOLE YEARS. oh well...
later got ticket to Everything But The Brain at esplanade, 3pm..then even later on got class outing at 5pm. so yarh..i still got a couple hours of sian-ness to go. haha. Shall get back to my CSE notes then...
Labels: thoughts, weekend
Friday, January 19, 2007
What my definition of hectic is. When I cannot go online properly for two days in a row, my life is definitely starting to become hectic.
Wednesday, I went for CO session. Did I blog about this already? I can't remember. Anyway, after intense struggle within me between several instruments, I decided on choosing Zhong Ruan for my first choice, Da Ji for my second, and Erhu for my third. Obviously, this decision wasn't made completely without the influence of the already famous Jason Lim...but I've decided that I shouldn't always push the responsibility to him. I made the decision myself afterall. (why jason is famous..haha..coz he's one of the pple that somehow my close friends outside sch all know. don't ask me y. do i really tok that much abt my sch friends? he's famous among my friends for influencing me..haha. btw,they know hien oso...n a few of them rmb hanyu's name oso..)
Okay, enough about CO. That ended around 7pm. And why on earth did I stay until so late? Because Weizhong found out about this little convention/gathering/talk thingie on web standards and I decided to go with him. he's in CO. so i waited for CO to end. and convention/gathering/talk thingie lasted till 10+ and i reached home at ard 11pm. Seriously, how can i not go for such a talk??? too tempting..so, stop, and don't chide me on that last minute decision. fine, i didn't do sch work at all that day. but, it was worth it. REALLY.
Anyway, that was one hectic day. Then comes the second hectic day. THURSDAY. after not studying on wednesday, obviously I wasn't well prepared for lectures on thursday. My econs lecture was okay, coz mr neo sort of went through it, and i read like half the content covered in the lecture. I actually fell asleep during lecture (but then again I couldn't concentrate on any of the tutorials or lectures for that day). But china studies was horrible. Ms Poh was like going through the notes damn fast and I have not read a single word of it. So I kept trying to look as though I have read the notes, and know exactly where the part she is talking abt is, and was just slowly flipping to the page. Then i desperately took notes. hmm. And it doesn't help that the lecture group is so damn small and i felt like she would find out anytime. haiz..that was just the normal lessons, so i could have just gone home earlier. but guess what? Influence comes into place again..Hien convinced me into going Streetdance trial with her! Which again, I don't regret. haha. It was fun! It was actually nice being idiotic and displaying how lousy I was. seriously. And guess what? I am actually gonna go for the auditions afterall. knowing i won't get in. but whatever.
So, yarh. the trial ended at 6.30pm and by the time i got back home..it's ard 8pm. Plus i was tired. I tried reading a bit of china studies. and slept.
so, Shan, if you are reading this..understand k? I'm reaaaaaaaalllllllly reaaaalllly reallly REALLY sorry about the headings. I'll TRY finish it by monday 2am. but i really really nid to catch up on my work. so yarh.p.s. this is like becoming a shan-meiyi tagboard. but oh well, i type faster with keyboard than sms. and it's more convenient to pass message well blogging than to go to ur blog and tag. so yarh...bear with it. =P
P.P.S. One more thingforgot to talk about something really interesting that happened to school today. Went to the lodge and picked up a phone on the floor. So I scanned through the contacts and ended up calling haoyang. haoyang didn't recognise the number..so i scrolled somemore and found junwei's number. Turned out that it belonged to some guy called ivan. yup. he supposedly played bridge with junwei and their gang of friends at our lodge a while ago... I AM SOOOOO GONNA DEMAND A REWARD MAN...HAHA. kidding. but the phone was damn scratched lah. dude, take care of ur phone properly lah.
Labels: cca, school
6:58 PM
I think too much. And that's the result of daydreaming too much. I daydream about thing which are impossible, highly unlikely to happen. Or about things that I know I would never ever do. Or about things that I know I just cannot make it.
So I should stop right? but whatever happened to the idea that DAYDREAMING is part of the fun of being young? I guess my personality plays a huge role..I'm too stubborn. And getting into the Raffles family didn't help at all. All it did was made me more stubborn than ever, and also bringing out the competitive streak that was inside me all along but never got discovered till I got into secondary. I hate losing. So whenever I fail in something I get really dissapointed. Similarly, when my daydreams become far from reality, I bordered despair/depression. Yeah, that's how much they affect me.
So daydreams are not good for a person like me. yeah. but i just can't stop. I keep telling myself...but I just can't stop, not even now. Not even when I know all these things that I am imagining are not true. I must be mad. And yeah, I worry too much.
I'm really not normal in my thoughts. I am too emo. I am stubborn. I am weird. Very strongly opinionated. but yet, not courageous enough to voice them out...yet stubborn enough to defend them when threatened. I am really not normal. And I scare people off...people who I get along real well..who are potentially great friends..by these thoughts. And yet I still type them on this tiny blog with a remote chance of them chancing upon it and reading these scary weird overly paranoid thoughts.
But it won't be fair to people for them to befriend me without knowing who they are befriending.
Who I am, beneath this super cheerful exterior..beneath my super frequent extreme mood swings..beneath my super depressed exterior..beneath my crazy behaviors..beneath my fun loving character..and beneath my sometimes very sianz can't be borthered self. Seriously, I am oxymoronic. And i guess you could tell that I am feeling real emo right now. sigh.
School is better than I expected though. More hectic...and I don't know what the heck is going on. But nevertheless better. I actually felt like a participant, and no longer pure observer. This is the first time, since the past four years, that I actually felt that I belong to a school. That I am not an outsider. Don't get me wrong..I love rg, and i'll nvr forget it. but i love rj even more. maybe it's still a bit too early to say that..but i got to know such great pple! People like Hien...Jason..I'd never know them if I chose to go ngee ann poly instead. maybe this is the one time that I am glad my mum insisted her way. I think I'll cope. Life is great now, though hectic. I wouldn't want bad grades to affect it, or change it in anyway. So, I won't slack. Seriously. I've got to study and make my A levels work. And that would mean elminating all my character flaws..Procrastination..Low sense of responsibility..Stubborness..Everything. I've got to learn how to do things faster, do things on time, and learn not to take up too much that i cannot handle. secondary school was a lesson for me to learn. I've got to get my priorities right.
haha...don't think anyone will bother to read this post lah. sounds so senseless and ramble. i'll post another less emo post =) and talk abt normal stuff! yay! this post actually got my emo mood out..haha.
Labels: thoughts
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
this is funny..or rather interesting...got sent to me via email.
High Birth Rate A little rural town had one of the highest birth rates in the country and this phenomenon attracted the attention of the sociologists at the state university.
They wrote a grant proposal; got a huge chunk of money; moved to town; set up their computers; got squared away; and began designing their questionnaires and such.
While the staff was busy getting ready for their big research effort, the project director decided to go to the local drugstore for a cup of coffee. He sat down at the counter, ordered his coffee, and while he was drinking it, he told the druggist what his purpose was in town, then asked him if he had any idea why the birth rate was so high.
"Sure," said the druggist. "Every morning the six o'clock train comes through here and blows for the crossing. It wakes everybody up, and, well, it's too late to go back to sleep, and it's too early to get up."
hahap.s. shan...i still haven finish the heading thingie. by tmr. promise.
Labels: random
10:08 PM
School's finally starting to feel a lot more like school..lectures, tutorials..hardly any slacking time in school.
Anyway, I think I'll settle in class alright. It's Janice's birthday today..so Kaiqi and gang played a trick on her. They bought soya bean, added chilli and ketchup to it and told her it was strawberry milkshake, her birthday treat. LOL. but Janice seems unwell at the end of the day...Think she should be alright bah.
After lunch, we played captain's ball again! But I really suck. Seriously. No mood to play...And yarh, I can't catch the ball properly and I can't throw the ball properly. Fine. Was I always this bad? Coz I remotely remember the time long long ago when I can actually play a proper game of captain's ball. but guess it doesn't matter. I'm not really a sports person anyway. But it was funny..And seriously, I've never seen a guy so enthu over captain's ball like ernest. Haha. I better brush up man...this class looks like it's going to play captain's ball rather often leh.
you know...I actually like this class.
CCA. I really really want a second CCA. I'm not gonna just settle for CO like that. But sports on top of a performing arts is a bit over. So I donno whether I am still going for floorball clinic tmr. n wushu...the pple haven even call me yet. so yarh..best is that I join clubs and societies for my 2nd cca. but there none that interest me, other than jap club, which clashes with CO. Or I can try for street dance..but it's 99.9999999999999% chance that I won't get in. I have two left feet. So yarh...haiz. But no worries, even if i don make the choice soon enough, there's always the second intake. so i have up to then to reach a decision. see how first bah. i think i'm still going for floorball clinic tmr afterall...unless i change my mind again tmr.
Labels: school
Sunday, January 14, 2007
I know this is stupid. but i really cannot do the math and it is real frustrating and i need a kinda escape and blogging is a kinda escape....and...er. you might as well don't bother reading this entry.
YINING. I MISS YOU. REALLY.
liyi was telling me that she saw you at popular a few days ago..we really should find another day to make up for that missed ikea trip. me, you, sammie, shan, liyi...and if weihao's still working then, we'll get free hotdogs! =)))
3:39 PM
i know today's full of random sniplets of entries. but still, i need to blog.
WHY IS IT THAT THE MOST UNLIKELY PEOPLE ENCOURAGES ME TO JOIN CO AND THEN LIKEWISE THE MOST UNLIKELY PEOPLE DISCOURAGES ME TO JOIN CO??????
I thought my mum would disagree. I thought sammie would scream at me and yell that i am insane. BOTH OF THEM WERE SUPER ENTHU.
likewise, i thought jason would actually encourage and give moral support. AND NOW HE'S TRYING TO DISSUADE ME.
DOUBLE HUH????
3:19 PM
This is an annoucement.
MY LAPTOP IS SCREWED.
with viruses and spyware, blah, blah, blah, blah. And I don't know why. I just happened within a split second. It's still workable...but just very irritating with all the popping up of windows alerting me to the latest virus threat by my anti-virus software. AND MY DESKTOP BACKGROUND WON'T SHOW. that is super irritating. for me.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
i noe, this is stupid. a blog entry 5 mins after the first. but i just read prila's blog.
JUNWEI'S VALERIE'S PRIMARY SCHOOL CLASSMATE FOR 6 YRS.
wow. it's really a small world. same lodge somemore. and valerie came to our og soooooo often and they din realise. WOW. haha. this is funny.
11:50 PM
I found the Raffles handphone strap that Jason has on his phone! 5 mins ago. WOOT! lol...And i realise that my phone has that hook thingie for such straps below the lid too.....How slow can I get man. LOL. man, I'm high. But not high in the hyper way. God, I don't make sense. HAHA.
Went to Isetan to get my pay today. 488 bucks. WOW. haha. but after returning my mum 150bucks for alma mater, giving my sis another 150 bucks for her belated birthday cum xmas prezzie, and returning sammie her 35 bucks, I have not much left. haha. BUT STILL..YAY! lol..Susan says that there may be some more balance yet to be accounted for..like OT pay and such. I'll wait. Don't really mind actually. Gained so much experience through the work attachement, regardless of what the others said. Guess I was super lucky to have been posted to Springfield instead of Mango for the first two weeks. haha.
Oh, and shan says that three pple complimented the layout I made for her! YAY! gosh, i love this kind of thing...gives me a sense of achievement. Like, I can do something right afterall. HAHA. that still doesn't change the fact that I was rejected for both Art and Theatre though. Oh well, life's got its ups and downs. I got over it, yesterday.
I SHALL BE HYPER. kay, maybe not, at 11.50pm. but i'll survive in jc. I think. I actually like jc. I am actually not regretting jc....yet. I know this time nxt yr I will regret not going poly thou. but, that's so far away yet...
Oh, and one last thing. I realised, for the 10000000000000000000000000000000000th time, that i seriously suck at math. surprise, surprise.
well, ciao.
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shit, i almost forgot. i hope sammie reads this.....
SAMMIE! HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!
congrats on being the second among us to reach the grand age of 17!!!! LOL. (aft lingyan rmb?) i didn't really get to wish u happy bdae properly today..but u looked sooooooooo tired..take care dear! friends 4eva! muacks! ^^
Labels: weekend
Friday, January 12, 2007
the dateline for shan's layout is 4hrs away.
i actually went to sign up on wushu's sheet afterall.
that makes jap club, co, wushu, and floorball.
weird. really weird.
am i really gonna join co?
i can't imagine myself joining wushu or floorball either though.
tsk, tsk.
I'll do a real post later on. After I finished shan's layout. this is just to get me in the mood. haha.
Labels: random
Thursday, January 11, 2007
Okay...I'm kinda back on regular blogging..although I'm still not done with Shan's layout yet. Fine. After this entry I'll go and complete it.
Anyway, those interested go see my OG pics bah! Prila's camera one...I didn't use my camera, not even once during the orientation coz i keep forgeting to bring it. as usual. haha
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2096797055Damn sianz in school today...Lectures after lectures after lectures. Haiz. And for physics, there was this Ms Tan who goes high pitch at all the wrong places. I just couldn't get used to it lah. Everytime I thought I got used to it, she surprises me. Super funny....quite cute too. I suppose she's nice..But please please PLEASE don't let her be my tutor. I'll never concentrate that way. haha.
I met Xiu on train today! Oh, and I met WenChen today in school. finally. He's going for OG meeting tomorrow morning. Yay!
Okay, that was random. I suppose my thoughts aren't very organised now. Had theatre studies audition just now. Seriously, I think it was okay. But I screwed the interview. They asked why I had the interest in theatre studies. I talked until I mentioned I watched a lot of plays. They asked which plays? And.........I forgot! I totally cannot remember which plays did I watch. And as I was going home, titles start popping up in my mind. I bet the Mr Lyon thought that I was bluffing. Urgh. Haiz...I bet I won get in now. Afterall, character is of upmost importance..Who would want a student who appears to be the lying sort?
And now, my brain is jammed. I donno what to do with shan's blog. I still have econs notes to go through..maths tutorial to finish..n i shld at least glance through the physics notes. but i guess those aren't urgent since there are no lectures tmr..
ok. i admit it. i really have nothing else to blog. my brain's not in the condition to blog. but i'll procrastinate further by looking for blogs of OG members and classmates online and link them. yarh. sorry shan. if u r reading this. but i promise, it'll be done by tmr. really. seriously. i swear.
Labels: school
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
CCA Orientation. I actually signed up for CO. W-O-W. I signed up for CO. I still can't believe myself. Okay...so I found the courage to take up something COMPLETELY new to me when I only have two years in JC. WOW. lol. But that's not weird enough I guess. The weird thing is my mum's reaction. I thought she would be unhappy with my decision, disapproving. You know, the same thing. Taking up something new takes time, especially since it's a musical instrument and that might affect my school work, blah. blah. blah. But here's what happened...in chinese of course.
"Mum, you know for CCA in JC? I think I might be joining CO."
"Ok."
"Er, I think I might be learning ErHu."
"REALLY? THAT'S GREAT! YOU KNOW YOUR UNCLE'S SUPERB AT ERHU? AND YOUR (FILL IN LOTS AND LOTS OF MALE RELATIVES) ARE REALLY GOOD AT ERHU TOO! IT'S GOOD THAT YOU ARE LEARNING ERHU!" blah. blah. blah.
WOW. Never thought that my mum would be so enthu over music. She sooooo disapproved of my learning guitar lah. Which explains why a guitar is sitting in my room collecting dust.
Anyway, the second weird thing that happened today also surrounds CO. I went to dinner with Jason's seniors. WOW. And it was actually fun..although I don't know them. DOUBLE WOW. haha. Oh, and Yannie's sister was among them.
Erm, this is what happened basically. I went for the written component of the TSD test..and when I am finished with it, Valerie decided we should rehearse for our audition. By the time we finished, it was 6.30pm. So, being the social person i am (haha) I decided to wait for Jason to finish CO prac...which by right ends at 7pm. And somehow I went for dinner. SOMEHOW. That somehow partially lies with Yihui's advice too. Oh yarh, I did math...the dreaded math...under yihui's advice too. Haha. Yihui's like the angel's voice beside my ear today. She lended me calculator, and thanks to her, I got a small stack of RJ Foolscap. haha. Anyway, this guy call JunJie is super funny...according to Jason, he was RI CO vice chair, 1yr before our batch. Unbelievable.
And I believe I'm rambling again. haha.
So yarh. I'm joining CO. Learning ErHu. Which might mean I'll have to give up Japanese Club. MAYBE. Okay...okay...Most probably. Fine. I still can't believe myself. but after my mum's reaction, it's a bit difficult for me to back out now. So, do I still go with Hanyu to the floorball clinic? I think I'm still going. for fun. I guess.
>>> I changed to the google version of blogger. SUPER COOL LAH. Everyone who's using blogger, switch over! =P
Labels: cca, school
Sunday, January 07, 2007
First, before i go into my first week, i wanna say this. I KNOW THIS BLOG IS SERIOUSLY LACKING MAINTAINANCE. AND I KNOW THAT THE DESIGN IS SOOOOOOO OLD THAT I OUGHT TO HAVE CHANGED IT MONTHS AGO. AND SHAN I KNOW I STILL OWE YOU THAT BLOG LAYOUT. but seeing that i just got back my com (and risk losing it again to mum), let me enjoy this. Then i'll get back to serious business. First, Shan's blog, then my layout, then i'll get back to regular blogging. Which doesn't really matter coz i really don't know how many of you actually read my blog.
SO. FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. fine. I guess. I really have been in girls school for too long. forgot how it's been like being in co-ed environment. and as sammie put it, it's the same except with the hormones. GOSH. i hope none of my og members sees this hhaa. but i'm over it. except there's this rather cute guy in my class.........=P I really hope I don't change class. Shit, now i'm rambling. Let's start this all over again. I've not been blogging for way tooo long.
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. Orientation is great! The games are rather fun...Especially the Country Eraser Game! Really brought me back to primary school days. I still remember how i used to collect erasers just for that game. and how we used to have a scoring system, tournaments...and stuff like "My Champion Eraser". Haha. Wonder if CQ's been to the booth. My group lost that territory by the 2nd game....so I don't know. CQ was pro at that game too lah. Sigh. If only i get to play the whole game, I might have won! =P now i'm being egotist. haha.
What other stuff about orientation worth mentioning. Oh yarh....Batch dance. Who'd imagine that mass dance can be THIS difficult? I got partnered with this guy call Wen Chen...He's real nice tolerating with my slowness in learning the dance. But still....Seriously, i've been in girls school for too long. But i got over that shyness by now already. I've got to! Or else what will i do on monday? So right now, I kinda know half of the dance, and the dance in on monday and i've got the other half to go. And i am sooooo
tuo lei-ing wenchen lah. gosh. he should murder me and find a new partner. haha. i would if i were him.
Oh. Then comes the Art exam. Which i obviously didn't do very well. I guess I'll have to give up the idea of studying art for A lvls. Which also equates to half giving up my designing dream. SHIT. but i don wanna make things difficult for the art teacher mr chia. he seems to be in a huge dilema on whether to accept me as a student or not. SO. If i don't take art, what can i take? China Studies. Or theatre studies. And so far, from an informal poll posed to my friends...i'm supposed to take theatre studies. not considering the fact that i have near zero experience and i have no idea what i m taking theatre studies for other than that it may be fun. SIGH. But i would love to learn abt china too....sigh. so far, the result of the poll? ZERO for china studies and THREE for theatre studies. suen says that i look more like a theatre studies person than a china studies person. whatever that means. oh well...
Which brings me to the point about changing class. Since now i've got to change my combi, i might have to change class. WHICH I DO NOT WANT TO. partially coz the tcher's so nice...partially coz i know kel and fizzah in class...and partially coz of that cute guy. (i seriously hope he doesn't chance upon this blog coz i'll die of embarassment. i don want my og pple to know either) So yarh. I DON WANNA CHANGE CLASS. haiz.
Can't think of anything else to squeeze into this entry. seriously, one week of stuff is too much to handle in a single post. and i have not even blogged about my work experience during the holidays! I'll save that for later...ciao! i'm gnna have lunch, then go to ikea with my og to shop for prezzies for our ogls!
* og - orientation group
ogl - orientation group leader
CH' Novo - My og name!CH' NOVO ROCKS!!!!! WOOT!
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