As I was reading the livejournal entries just now, it suddenly occurred to me that yining has had so many different names online. She just kept changing. I wonder how her net friends keep track of her online identities. hmm.
Sometimes I envy. Maybe I shouldn't stick with silentcelle. First, the name doesn't make sense - It was ill thought out. I just stuck to it for the sake of convenience. Second, it's getting boring. Third, it might affect my privacy? Donno. Don't care. Oh well, a bit can't bear to let go of the name also. Hmm.
Even if I do let go of the name one day, what would I take up? I'm such a boring person. No cool names..Sigh.
And sometimes I wonder, how it would be like. One day. When I go online, no one recognises me. No one bothers me. JUst a thought.
(this was supposed to be a post with more substance and thought. but i end up rushing it coz of stupid curfew. i'll probably forget what i wanted to say tomorrow anyway. stupid stupid stupid curfew. i hate curfews.) ----------- Anyway, updates!~ I AM REALLY PANICKING ABOUT SDMA NOW. JARED, IF YOU HAPPENED TO READ THIS BEFORE I TRY CALLING YOU AGAIN. CALL ME. NOW!!!!
and i'm like giving up on my china studies IS. sigh.
We might have 6Q class gathering this year afterall. I know I said I'll refuse to plan this year....and I'm actually sticking to my word! Coz sammie's gonna settle everything. muahahahaha~
This post is super slipshod because I now have an internet and com curfew of 12.30am. Mum thinks I spend too much time on the com. >.< So yesh. Sad. at least mum's giving a bit of allowances, since i cannot adjust yet. argh.
actually, it's not available in singapore. even if it were, it would be super ex. and it would be wasted on me since i have absolutely no talent in drawing. Still...i want. haha.
And it kinda rekindled my idea of going into design, despite me having no experience and ish sho lousy and all. Kinkit says some schools don't need portfolio! Still...Haiz. See first bah.
I shall do photoshop soon!~ MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. (and i finally touched the php book. yesh. on chapter 5 now. =P)
Erm...some follow up to the "Girly Man" craze. LOL. Wonder why people are boliao enough to translate indian mtvs, but....well, it's funny. haha. I think the "Girly Man" one was funnier though. Haiz. Standards drop.
I know things always get better. But the times when things are bad are enough. The difference in heaven and hell isn't just in the good and the bad. But in the size too. Earth, mortal earth, is part of hell's realm. We are all living in it, paying for our sins, awaiting salvation. And I'm in it the deepest, suffering the most. Perhaps, most would say it's my emotional makeup playing games - Earth isn't that bad. But that's precisely how we suffer to different extents in the same life.
No one to talk to. No one understands. Everytime I find someone, it's a trap. To fool me and increase my pain and torture. I need to get to heaven.
Ultra super duper cool...FIREFOX 3 beta 1 link to release notes It feels good! so far anyway. it actually felt faster, but maybe it's because it's not bogged down by all the plug-ins? (I miss my plug-ins..) Lucky I switched to gmail though. haha. or I'll have to pass beta. [EDIT:1.33PM] Haiz. Use firefox 2 bah. I miss my plug-ins too much. Donno how to function without them. Shall just wait for the final firefox 3 to come out bah. sigh.
Then, there's ColorSync! I'm super fascinated with it now. Coz Mozilla is trying to add ColorSync support in its browser. So I went to read up on it. And found it super cool. Went to read the stuff on Apple's site...The stuff is a bit too much to read though. rawr. I'm like at 'color management modules'..so i shall read later. muahahahaha. ColorSync in Mozilla ColorSync on Apple Article on Color Management
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Okie! I'm supposed to blog a super long entry. But I really really don't feel like it! haha. So shall have a summarized version! 19th - 22nd Nov : Rush Grad Night video. Super tired. Lucky zijian to the rescue. or else i die. still recovering from the fatigue
22nd Nov : Watched Stardust with Raphael! Great great great movie! But I still like the book better though. We went to join Sammie in watching Fengheng and others in their class play in Ben and Jerry's at Cathay Cineplex. Cool! Ben and Jerry's ice-cream ish nice too! I like strawberry and kiwi flavour. haha. first time me eating ben and jerry's. YUMMY!
23rd Nov : Rested. Recover as much as possible. Went all the way to changi to get my dad's hard disk in for warranty. Had to walk from Expo MRT station for 15-20 mins before I reach the place. Haiz. People there were quite nice though =)
24th Nov : Slept almost the entire day. But still very tired. CIP at Tangs doing gift wrapping to solicit donations for Focus on the Family at night. Time got extended to 10.30pm because it was late night shopping that night. Really really tired.
25th Nov : Woke up 6.30am!!! ahhhh...I'm inhuman muahahahaha. LOL. Erm, went to meet kah hou, then went changi airport to meet up with seng teck and calvin. then we went terminal 3! yay!!! but i don't really like terminal 3 that much. oh well. There's a playground inside though! but we can't go there. Sigh. at night there was the promoter job. cleared two freebies tshirt. same as sammie.
Today : Slept till near 12noon too. haha. Going to go school scouting with sis later in the afternoon. She's thinking maybe she wants to go Dunman High. But Dunman High is soooo far away! Buona Vista! So we shall go there later and see if the travelling is too tedious. Right now, Dunman High (favored by my sis, who refuse to go to a girls' school) and St' Nicholas (favored by my mum) are being considered. I think I favor St' Nicholas too..for it's proximity. But Dunman High's uniform's not bad..haha.
I really need to update this blog. I have tons of stuff to update, tons of stuff I wanna blog about.
But I just don't have the time and energy to blog.
rawr.
Expect an ultra long entry tomorrow.
I think. If I recover fast enough.
[EDIT:1.20AM] and I need time to read blogs. Seriously. Only blogs I'm reading now are livejournals. Blogs that I used to read without fail, I'm lagging behind by entries with a capital S. sigh. >.<
I have tons of emails unread and I'm not bothering to clear them. Abnormality number one.
I have millions of unclear feeds, but even when I'm super bored I'm not clearing them. Not unusual, but it's an indicator.
My bio clock is no longer splitted into day and night. I'm not even nocturnal anymore. I'm like, half day-loving, half nocturnal. Abnormality number two.
I don't really feel like going out. (HUGE) Abnormality number three.
I AM NOT BLOGGING REGULARLY. (huge huge huge HUGE) Abnormality number four.
Randomness: Cola is currently fighting with a teddy bear which has wings.
Erm, with regards to point 4, I have no choice. Dad's kinda angry with me for procrastinating an errand I'm supposed to run for him. So I'm gonna have to go all the way to Changi today. SIGH. i want to sleep! >.<
*Sweep* I'm clearing my facebook applications *sweep* more than half of which I don't use anymore *sweep* and not even seem interesting to me anymore *sweep* i must have deleted near 20 applications *sweep* ahhhh....now my list is soooo much shorter. still long though. =P
Somehow, people who made relatively bigger impacts on my life tend to leave me with a song to associate them with. aka, everytime I hear song A I will remember person A. And it doesn't take long for me to realise that a song reminds me of a person, even if I'm currently talking to the person.
I miss someone. I'm not even supposed to. It might even be wrong for me to miss the person. What the hell.
So then, what I do is I keep replaying the song of the someone I'm missing. It's a good thing I play this song really really often. So my contacts on messenger wouldn't notice anything amiss.
What the hell is wrong with me.
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TODAY Today's CIP was ok. Not fun, but it didn't feel as long as it actually is. We're supposed to gift wrap for the TANGS customers, and in the process, promote Focus on the Family (a charitable organisation - http://www.family.org.sg/ - note: I agree with the organisation mostly, and find their work admirable. All except for their anti-gay stance.) and solicit donations. Maybe it's because of the sense of familiarity the gift wrap counter gives (since I worked at the Isetan gift wrap counter and other gift wrap counters before), or maybe it's because of all the nonsense Qiongye keep telling us, but the work didn't feel very long. =P Sadly, I'm gonna have to change one of my shifts though, so I'll only be doing with Stacy and Qiongye one last time next saturday. HAIZ.
Oh. And my spectacle frame broke. So I got new specs! muahahahaha. (ok. i think quite a lot of you don't even know I wear specs. lol. oh well..) i was deciding between the green one and the red one, and ended up deciding on the..............RED ONE! lol. mum and sis got so irritated with me when I decided to call sammie for opinion. haha. coz my mum voted for the green one, and my sis for the red one. lol. they'll be ready like next week i think. new batch of contact lens coming too! woot! (ok, why am i going woot over optics? diao. lol.)
-------------------------- ANNOUNCEMENT:PHONE And I probably should have blogged this a couple of days ago, but it slipped my mind. If you called me a couple of nights ago, and couldn't get through, it's because my phone was off. (What?! Meiyi's 24-7-always-on phone is off???) I dropped it into the kitchen sink when it's FILLED with water while returning my dishes. Yesh. Stupid. And so, now my phone is spoilt. No worries though, I got a replacement phone now. It's some old old old LG model which no one uses at home. It has 1)NO CAMERA, 2)NO BLUETOOTH, 3)NO INFRA RED, 4)CANNOT PLAY MP3....basically, ancient. and lousy. yesh. sigh. the only good thing about it is that it has radio. So I'm like listening to radio quite a bit these couple of days. I hope my dad would get a new phone for me. but that's unlikely. SIGH. oh well. Um, and so...I lost a lot of numbers, coz like half my contact list is not on my sim card. Sim card didn't have enough space. So I guess anyone who I only got to know after, say, June? Anyone who I only got to know after June, I probably lost your number already. So don't get offended if I ask who are you kay? =P
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I FEEL LIKE CREATING A WISHLIST. ok. I have a confession. I feel really really moody now. but i don't wanna emo. i wanna lone tonight, yes. but no no no no no emo. so i'm trying to make myself feel happy and smiling before i sleep so that i don't sleep with a bad feeling. and royce's anti-emo ritual will just wake all my neighbours downstairs. I LIVE IN HDB!!! so yes. I shall do wishlist. thinking about wishes makes people HAPPY!~ =)))
wishlist - 19/11/07 1.43am
New phone. I want a sony ericsson cybershot phone. like a white K800i! (link)
A macbook.
Adobe Photoshop CS.
Final Cut Express.
MY OWN VIDEO CAMERA. a good one. not the screwed up family one i have at home now.
Dancemat.
The dress I loved from Ice Lemon Tee.
Cola to stop sleeping in the tray meant for his litter.
Free supply of top grade ice cream once a week.
3M Scotch cutter. (link. saw it in popular today. damn cool! it even has a version with built-in ribbon curler for gift wrapping.)
A proper sound recording system. aka, headphones and mic.
MP3 PLAYER!!!!!!!!!!! (the number of exclamation marks is an understatement.) I like sony NW-E016F (link) and NW-E013F(link)..the different kinds of ipods are ok..Creative Zen Stone Plus?
GOOD headphones/earphones. my last one died.
Audio versions of the Bible. (I saw this malay listening to her kuran on mrt with this tiny weird machine specifically built for the purpose. the bible should have similar machines right? ok, even if there aren't, then there should be audio versions available online and i can download them! but then i'll require a mp3 player first. hmm..)
PSP!
Stylus.
New wall colors for my room.
Nice striped ankle socks!!
Metallic Pink hoops. (earrings)
Someone to pay for my entrance fee when I go to STAC's EOY @ EXPO. (link)
Never-ending energy.
Become pretty.
More good hair days.
Ok. I'm starting to get tired....maybe I should sleep.
OH!!! ONE LAST ONE. TAMAGOTCHI! (childish i know. but awhile ago, my sis was crazy over it, and then a couple of days ago, eugene was going he wants one he wants one...and i'm kinda getting influenced. =S now i want one too. ok, it'll pass. YES IT'LL PASS. lol.)
yay! now i feel happy. meiyi shall sleep. smiling smiling smiling!~
P.S. i just realised that from reading my titles, if anyone bothered to think at all. it's like super obvious i usually think up the titles for the blog posts after i finish typing them. haha.
Quiz from Royce's livejournal! (man, very long never do quiz le. coz waihan stopped doing quizzes. haha. =P) er...it's called 'MEMEME quiz' because that's what royce called it.
1. Are you in a relationship? i think not...
2. Do you hate more then 3 ppl? nope. it's difficult for me to really hate someone.
3. How many houses have you lived in? NONE. i live in HDB flats. haha. but if they count..then four.
4. What is your favourite candy bar? EVERY ONE THERE IS! =P (i like chupa chups lollipops though! ok. irrelevance. haha.)
5. What are your favorite shoes? I NEED NEW SHOES.
6. Have you ever tripped someone? eh...I probably tried it in primary school. But I never ever succeed. I get tripped instead. HAHA.
7. Favourite summer trip this year? we don't have summer. so sad.
8. Do you own a Britney Spears CD? NOPE.
10. Have you ever thrown up in public? If school's counted as public..then yea.
11. Name someone that’s ALWAYS on your mind. Eh...there are a few? haha. Nah, not gonna name them.
12. What is your favourite music genre? Donno...maybe Jazz? R&B?
13. What is your sign? Taurus (Royce once said I'm Aries/Taurus though.)
14. What time were you born? I know it's at some unearthly hour. Can't remember.
15. Do you like beer? Nope. Hate it. Don't know why my sis likes it. Wine tastes better!
16. Have you ever made a prank call? Yea..lots..heh...
17. What is the most embarrassing CD you own? I don't think I have embarassing CDs?
18. Are you sarcastic? Sometimes I try and fail.
19. What is your favorite color? PINK! GREEN! ORANGE! oops. that's three. haha.
20. How many watches do you own? Don't like wear watch. I had one that my aunt gave me and I loved it. But then it broke. Haiz.
21. Summer or Winter? Winter!~
22. Spring or fall? Fall!~
23. What is your favorite color to wear? Pink. Haha. Coz Sherry and Waihan they all say I look good in pink, lol.
24. Favorite soda? hmm...don't really like soda. But if I have to choose one...Sprite?
25. What color is your cell phone? It used to be silver. But my cell phone dropped into a sink full of water yesterday! =( so i'm using a black (lousy) replacement.
26. Where’s your second home? RJC!
27. Have you ever slapped someone? Yea. You don't wanna know who and why.
28. Have you ever had a cavity? Yea
29. How many lamps are in your bedroom? A light, and a desk lamp.
30. How many video games do you own? HMM...
31. What was your first pet? Terrapin.
32. Have you ever had braces? NO. BUT I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
33. Do looks matter? Yea. UNFORTUNATELY. haiz. i'm so sour. lol.
34. Do you use Chopstick? Yup! Depends on mood. haha.
36. American Eagle or Abercrombie? American Eagle is EWWWW......but I don't really like Abercrombie either.
37. Are you too forgiving? I don't think so. Quite petty actually. =S
38. How many children do you want? A pair of twin boys and a girl. so, 3.
39. Do you own something from Hot Topic? Yea! But it's actually my sister's. Then she didn't want, so I koped! haha.
40. What is your favorite breakfast? Cornflakes! with dried cranberries in them! French toast!~ Orange juice! =))) (I LOVE NICE BREAKFASTS.)
41. Do you own a gun? Nope.
42. What was the last thing you ate? Er...Rice? I think..
43. When was the last time you cried? Three nights ago...but it was over nothing! haha. Just a sudden swell of emotions at night. Overworked I guess. haha.
44. What did you do 3 nights ago? I'm sure. I just replied the previous question, and this question came up?! Er, stone in front of the com. then sleep.
45. When was the last time you went to Olive Garden? what the hell is Olive Garden?
46. Have you ever called your teacher mom? ?!?!?!?!?!
47. Favorite song? If I Kissed You by Corrine May! An Jing and Cai Hong by Jay Chou! Imaginary by Evanescence.
48. What are your nicknames? Blurqueen. BBQ (Bizzarely BlurQueen). Slave.
49. Do you know anyone named Bertha? Nope.
50. Have you ever been to Kentucky? Nope.
51. Do you own something from Banana Republic? Banana Republic?
52. Are you thinking about somebody right now? Yea...
53. Have you ever called someone Boo? Nope.
54. Do you smoke? Smoking is ewwwwwwwwwww.
55. Do you own a diamond ring? No...but I WANT! haha. *sparkle*~
56. Are you happy with your life right now? Yea...pretty much. It's like getting so much better. haha. Although there are bad stuff, but there's no perfect life afterall. haha.
57. Do you dye your hair? Dye is harmful for the hair. =( but maybe one day I wouldn't care so much and then I'll go dye my hair purple or something.
58. Does anyone like you? I hope..
59. Who’s(are) your best friend(s)? Ultimate ultimate top best (human) friends there are THREE! haha. but not gonna name. But, i suppose, royce's answer applies to me too. MY COMPUTER!!!! =P
60. What were you doing May of 1994? Eating cheese and ham from Breadtalk.
61. Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD? I used to...But then I lost it =S
62. McDonald’s or Wendy’s? McDonald's! But I don't know what's Wendy's like..
63. Do you like yourself? I try to..
64. Are you closer to your mother or father? Mum.
65. Favorite feature(s) of the opposite sex? Eyes. =P (maybe neck too. ok. i'm weird.) ((oh! and the back. but mostly eyes.))
66. Are you afraid of the dark? Not usually. Unless it's after some horror/scary movie or scary story.
67. Have you ever eaten paste? No.
68. Do you have a webcam? Yep.
69. Have you ever stripped? LOL? I "stripped" for my sis. HAHA. Coz share bathroom before mah.
70. What are you looking forward to the most this week? Watching Stardust with Raphael! lol. (I take week as in the next 7 days. =P)
AHHHH. MUST FINISH GRAD NIGHT VIDEO. must have "AWWWW..." effect. But me not pro enough. boohoo. i feel like, die die die. no. must get pro people...must get people like.................CALVIN!!!!!!!! AHHH. HELP!!!~ nevermind, call him tomorrow or something.
Recently, I'm seriously considering opening another blog (again). I'm posting random stuff non-stop. Hmm. But I did that before and it failed, since I end up posting everything in one single blog anyway. Then again, the other time, it was FOUR blogs. Ah heck, don't care lah. Unless it gets so bad that I post like 5 entries a day continuously for a month. haha. which is next to impossible. Oh well, I'll just leave the job to you guys to skip whatever that you don't wanna read about. =P
Okay. Now I shall really sleep. Feeling much better. Link from Yining's livejournal (again), http://www.sternestmeanings.com/ It replies in anagram of what you have said in case you didn't realize.
webuser: Am I really such a bad person in general? A bad friend? Clear sternest: Scabbily and menopausal diarrhea. Infernal greed. webuser: Wow. That's actually a nice response to my question. I actually liked the sentence. Clear sternest: Newsworthy as ill-at-ease occupant. Squattily dominate cheekily lout. Net scene. webuser: Now this is starting to not make sense. Tell me again why the hell I'm here trying you out? Clear sternest: It isn't gawkiest, smooth ornament. Loathingly lush hymeneal sweetie. Rough entirety. webuser: Now I remember. I read about you on Yining's livejournal. Okay, maybe I should go to sleep instead. Clear sternest: Unremote weirdo urine, I am a booby. Keen imaginably joyous vainglory. Hopeless dandiest lout. webuser: This is getting from crap to nonsense. LOL. Clear sternest: Comforting hospital glitters. 'n' one-ness. webuser: Alright. Good night. Clear sternest: Hog third gloating.
"I volunteer for a grief and bereavement camp for young people every summer. At this camp we have developed programs to help young people deal with their intense feelings of loss. On the last day, we take all the campers to a nearby rock pile. We pass out markers and invite them to pick stones and write their secrets on them. We then have them carry their "burdens" with them, in their pockets, in their backpacks, in their hands for the rest of the day. When evening comes, we hike to a river and invite the campers to drop or throw their rocks into the rushing water.
Some campers become very emotional as they physically "release" their secrets. During this ritual I am always stunned by the few campers who refuse to let go of their stones. Tired from carrying them all day, they return to camp still clutching them. Some take them home on the bus the next morning as if the secrets are part of who they are."
I'm not alright tonight. loneliness. I should go sleep, I really should.
XKCD JACKET!! IN A NICE SHADE TOO. I WANT!!!!!!!!!! ok. tell me how i became a fan in such a short period of time. hmm. oh well. the jacket is nice. and XKCD does sound like some kinda institution. LOL.
Finally, the video edit rush is over. Not for long though. Coz I still got grad nite video to do. And not forget i should probably refine my cse IS proposal even more before my consultation tomorrow. sigh.
Nvm. I shall go sleep first before starting work tonight. Probably will do some filming tomorrow in school too..(Ahh. I've missed too many remedials =S)
i want a mac. ibook. whatever. then i'll do video editing and photoshop on it. yesh.
This is one of the rare few times I actually blog about what I said I'll blog about. But this is only because there's really nothing much to blog about...
I slept through the entire tribe girls' games day.
Yes, I slept through it. I was simply too tired. Cola keeps yapping and yapping outside me window, and saturday night it was so bad that I didn't sleep at all! Thank God my dad finally allowed him to sleep in the house, in my sister's room.
With that aside, I've been thinking about just how the experiences I've had have mold me, even rebuild me to be the person I am now. My change seems rather incredible I think, but am I really that different. It's rather like, not changing the mold, but instead, just coating with another layer of some kinda alternative image and character. Beneath that layer, it's still pretty much the same material. I bet I don't make sense now.
It hurts too, more than I thought it would, to see others going through the exact same things I've been through. Knowing exactly how painful it is, and even predicting just how they would react and be proven right. It hurts. Yet sometimes, knowing too much doesn't help, since the information can't be conveyed across anyway. You're just a helpless bystander.
I don't expect anyone to know what I'm talking about actually.
FILMING! YAY! ok. thing is, I have several stuff related to filming that i gotta complete by this week.
Eugene (Seow) and Ari's band's video application for the Play-On competition (by thursday)
Once-Upon-A-December grad night video (by friday...i try.)
Uploading of MEP concert video and burning it. So as to clear the tapes for Eugene's band.
The week shall be spent in Lab 7! Whee!~ (And I'm getting insanely panicky with my SDMA group! AHHH. and jawed's in vietnam! ahhh. no script! ahhhh. no....i don't want zei to write the script. ok. actually, can lah. see whether it's good a not. but still...ahhhhh. WE NEED A WORK SCHEDULE. AND DATELINES. not to mention the direction our drama is going. and we desperately need to meet up.) But oh well..I still love filming. =P
P.S. I'm incredibly amused by how jawed manages to blog while he's in vietnam on cip. hmm.. P.P.S. I just realised I don't link to Jared's (NOT the one mentioned in the post) blog, so there's no way the two jareds will get mixed up. but oh well, calling tong jawed is actually kinda cute. so yay! lol =P
This sounds a bit Jawedish, and I'm unsure of just how much of this is a result of the influence his posts have had on me. But I'm really really really disgusted by my recent posts.
Reasons:
The recent entries are mostly non-substantial. Even though most of my posts are usually non-substantial in the first place, and even nonsensical at times, the posts recently overstepped my limit for my own idiosyncrasy. (The reason for my usage of this word can only
I haven't been really putting thought into recent posts. My blogging has been mostly guilt-driven. I'm starting to become lazy...
SO. Solutions. I put in conscious effort to change my blogging. YAY!~
On a brighter note, I'm really happy with my com right now! Fine. The keys are still not working, etc, etc. After yining commented on how cluttered my firefox theme looks during the sleepover, I realized that I'm actually sick of the theme! The only reason why I stuck with Pink Paula was because it's the only pink theme that's in the correct shade of pink. Otherwise, it's admittedly one of the worst themes available. Thus, after shedding my persistence in having a pink theme, I went theme-shopping today and I found this really really nice violet and grey (and non-cluttered) one. ToonSkin! https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/4969
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!~
The second happy thing today is that I managed to transfer all my blogs to my gmail google account. Which means no more double accounts for me! YAY! Now what's left for me to do, is just the clearing up of contact list, and I'm set! =))
What I want to do now, but cannot do, is to get started with working on some ideas which I had for such a long time. I need to start working on them, before these idea bubbles escape me forever (as they often do). Ahhhhh. I NEED PHOTOSHOP. Stupid. Sigh. I shall solve this soon. Serious. And I seriously need to get a bluetooth extension for my com. As lousy my phone camera is, it's still what I bring around with me, and thus the most convenient tool. I need to find a way to transfer photos easily so that I won't end up not transferring photos at all due to my laziness (as was the case with the photo of the dress in ice lemon tee). Sigh. As of now, the only way I can transfer photos, is to get the micro ms out, insert the micro ms into an adapter, then insert that adapter into some reader, connect the reader to my com, AND THEN transfer the photos out. Too much work. Me very lazy. boo.
So. Photoshop. And Bluetooth. And possibly stylus, if I can get one. And then, it's the not so important stuff, like dance mat. Oh. And self-reminder, Econs textbook.
And I just realised how many new labels I've added, but I haven't update the sidebar yet. Hmm. Nevermind, that can wait till I'm in the mood. Muahahahahhaha.
(Boo...Jawed is in Vietnam for ODAC stuff. No PQRS for awhile. haiz...Meiyi ish sad.)
Went out with Suen, Jiaxi and Val yesterday...Watched The Game Plan at Shaw in Orchard. This must be like the first time I have ever gone out with all three of them together. Valerie always couldn't make it. haha. Anyway, after the movie, Val went home, so suen and jiaxi and i went walking around. I went to ice lemon tee, and saw the dress i wanted when i was with sammie! in my size! tried it and it was damn nice. but sigh...i need $39.95 and i'm broke =S not sure if mum would sponsor either. >.< but i really loved it. ahhh. i took photos of myself in it. but it's in my phone..so can't post them up yet. oh well.
I NEED A JOB. for November anyway.
Sleepover last night. But...sammie and ning just kept talking about their idea of "co-owning" a dog. while shan kept playing "brave new story". oh well. (weirdest sleepover ever.) LOL.
Listening to Jay Chou's latest album now (thanks to KH) and.........MY GOSH IT IS DAMN NICE. So far onto fourth song only though. haha..I shall resist the temptation to comment on each song, because it will only show how noob (and biased) i am. haha.
But really, so far...ahh, I can't even tell which one's my favorite out of what i've heard so far. haha.
P.S. I bet CQ is gonna pester me for the album after he reads this. =P
Okie...like 5th song. Really really nice! Leave you guys with lyrics! =P
I think...spending time too much time with Sammie makes me bimbotic. Now I feel like dating too! (lol. Sammie reads this and she's gonna kill me. =P)
OKAY. NEVERMIND. FORGET THAT YOU READ THE ABOVE PARAGRAPH.
I should probably update my life yesterday. But I don't feel like it. Instead, I was thinking, how interesting it would be if you try to fantasize a life in the future with all your friends as key people in your life. Note the word fantasize, because it's probably unlikely that your best friend is your doctor, the restaurant owner is your classmate, etc, etc. I suppose this idea came from one of the GP compre passages that we read some time this year? The one on food...and how food should be produced by people we know, and cooked by people we love. Something like that. So suppose, we start imagining along those lines...(here goes..)
Suppose that I'm a very very successful [some profession in film industry/in the infocomm industry/on the internet] with a pair of twin boys, a girl, and a boy...and a lovely husband with no face. The boy is sick, so I bring him to the doctor, and sees Seleena! So my boy will go Auntie Seleena! and love going to the doctor's instead. Suen would be our pharmacist! Then the girl who has acne problems will go see Waihan, who's also a doctor! but specializes in skin problems...We will manage our finances with Sherry, who's our banker (i was deciding between lawyer and banker for sherry...but banker sounds smarter haha). Then on weekends, we will go to our favourite restaurant, which is owned by my sister, with Eugene (seow) and Royce (lee) playing jazz in the restaurant. Usually while I go for work, the twin boys will be with Stacy at her childcare...she'll own like 20 branches of child care all over singapore! with eugene (ho) in the management...taking care of stuff like funds, and pr. haha. then, qiongye will the the journalist on our newspapers...then school holidays, we will go overseas! We'll take buses from calvin's transport company to the airport, and then take the airline that shuyi and abtzy started.....oh! and then i'll get kah hou to write softwares for my husband's business! one of the twin sons will be on internship under roger for game reviewing...mark will be our family golf teacher! muahahahahaha. Ernest is the family cook....wait, actually maybe stacy should be the principal of my children's school instead..hmm..
ahh. ok, this is getting boring. but wow. if life is really within such a closed community.......i don't know whether that'll be a good thing or a bad thing. X)
I'm stupid, downright stupid. I always made things worse that it'd probably be better if I didn't try to help at all. I'm the most useless friend anyone could possibly have.
Stupid OP made me not update this blog..But well, PW is finally over!!! YAY!
Actually, several things happened during this period of non-blogging. All of which I shall not blog about, except for one very very sad announcement.
MY POOR JOANNE HAS BEEN CHASED OUT OF THE HOUSE.
Reason being that my mum thinks that it's bad for the fengshui (the place where it's staying right now). And she doesn't like the idea of it anywhere else either. Simply put, she doesn't really like bunnies. But more coz of "fengshui" (which actually is just crap in my opinion, but nevermind). Same goes for my sister's three winterwhite hamsters, which doesn't really concern me, but I'm nevertheless sad to see them go. And now, Joanne and the three little hamsters are all living with my sister's friend. =(
I just realised my sentences might sound a bit choppy and weird. Coz I actually switched off my com to go to sleep. And then switched it on again to blog this. Due to some random comment by a friend to blog tonight, and somehow I couldn't get it out of my mind. Diaoz. OH well.
So yes, let me continue. Thing is, my dad likes dogs! My mum thinks dogs are good for luck. So yes. My sis brought home a puppy today! Maltese X Beagle. But it looks more like a beagle..with silky hair. haha. REally really adorable! Thing is, I was the only person opposing to the idea of keeping a dog actually. I like dogs, but I just thought that it's not the right time. Next year, sis would be going JC, haoyi would be going sec 1, so both of them would have a lot of adjusting to do. I'm taking As nxt yr, so obviously I wouldn't be able to take care of it. So yes...But nevermind, since nobody saw my point...
But the puppy is cute, yes. His name is Cola! LOL. I'll post photos here some day. When I can. Right now it sleeps a lot. When it's active it's really active though. LOL.
Okie...shall stop this incoherent post and go to sleep. ciao. (maybe will blog about OP and InR tomorrow. keyword: maybe.)
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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.
random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.
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HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!~
