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Thursday, January 29, 2009

Melancholiness


I got my big laptop back. It feels good haha.

Went back to RJ today. It's really something, to see Raffles Institution Junior College everywhere, even in the bookshop. Luckily it's just the price list. The new foolscap hasn't arrived yet. People who want RJ foolscap for souvenir better get them soon. As much as I don't like everything that is happening, I think I'll accept it sooner or later. And anyway, I like the big balloon haha.

And it struck me once again just how much I miss RJ as I walked in. Seriously, I think I have as many keepsake memories in RJ than my 4 years in RG and 6 years in primary school combined. We should create a capsule or something. Something.

And it's really strange to come online to see like all 13 people in my favorites list to be not online. Though that's really due to bad timing. 3 or 4 people still go online these days. But the point is, everyone's either in NS or busy or something.

Not mentioning I'm really missing someone. It's really not the physical absence since we don't get to meet often anyway. But it's more of the idea that we won't get to interact in the coming weeks. Not that it's impossible to interact, but I won't be remembered that's all.

Sometimes I'm so pathetic. haha.

And screwed up.

Back to work tomorrow then. I think this mood of melancholy shall linger awhile. At least it's not PMS. LOL. I really really hate PMSes. They scare even me myself.

I really wish I can go back and crash Jap Club more often sigh.

P.S. I think the usage of the term melancholiness may partially be influenced by my finishing The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya last night. And it was a superb anime! haha.

P.P.S. I really should stop blogging past midnight. It screws up my usage of terms like "last night" and "today".

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12:53 AM

Monday, January 26, 2009

Liking CNY 2009 =)


Meiyi likes CNY this year. Even if it were a source of tension. But still, Meiyi has learnt to appreciate her family a lot more in the past year.

Yesterday was alright actually. A bunch of my mum's exclassmates' kids who came to singapore to study came over for new year eve's dinner. Since they were all either my age or slightly older than me, I was supposed to entertain them. Was a bit wary of it but it turned out alright. I wasn't really a good host, but it wasn't all that bad either. lol. Sad that Jiaxin jiejie's going back to China this year already sigh. Coz I actually know her the best out of the group. Though not that well. And this guy called Jionghan is like my age even though he looks at least 3 years older than me! My cats kinda abandoned me for him the entire night. My gosh. I'm so hurt LOL. Donno why the cats loved him haha. But he seems like a very fun person. Yimin was still really quiet, but mum kinda told me to go talk to him. So I ended up opening the convo with "my mum says to talk to you" which made everyone laughed. Oh well, I'm frank what.

Went to chinatown at 11pm after the guests left. It was alright lah. But I'm a little disappointed I missed he firecrackers and fireworks. Sigh. Was standing behind some irritating tall building which blocked my view. And mum refufsed to allow me to follow the crowd forward for a better view sigh. =(

Seriously, I should try going with friends some day. So many things I wanna try, all of which earns either the disapproval or disinterest of my parents. Oh well.

Shall go zhijun's house to bai nian later! haha. Man, I'm going to be the oldest among the kids again. SIGH. lol.


this cny meiyi hasn't started on any of the things she wanted to do though. Except for watching anime. haha.

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3:05 PM

Saturday, January 24, 2009

"Confucius" Saying plus LAME jokes


Quote from abtzy by "Confucius" in the middle of the night/early early morning over the phone:

"Man who walk in front of bus gets tired. Man who walks behind bus gets exhausted."

OKIE. now back to anime watching.


Joke from abtzy originating from Eugene Seow:

Why can't you watch tv on a new boat.
Because Xin Chuan Mei Dian Shi (Mediacorp).

LOL.

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3:44 AM

Monday, January 19, 2009


gays or psudo-gays have the tendency to cheer me up.

and it worked tonight lol. i shall be able to sleep in peace! =)

goodnight.

1:12 AM


i think i'm pmsing.

and i hate going to bed feeling upset.

someone make me feel better. now. please.

12:53 AM


don't you think it's too much to burden a girl with adults' problems from upper primary onwards.

to get her into the world with errands since secondary sch when she's only 13?

to make her wait, again and again, for her hopes and dreams, her wants and desires, promising again and again, only to dash her dreams every time, each time more devastating.

like she's never free.

i really think i'm weird. and i'm spamming the blog with emo/semi-emo stuff. I'm not really emo. but just not sane. I need to focus my energies else where.

and i really don like crying. even if i do cry a lot. i like laughing very much though. and i think i laugh a lot.
i laugh and cry more than the average person.

and i really do love mum and dad.

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12:18 AM

Sunday, January 18, 2009


Once again, a almost livejournal post. But it doesn't feel touchy enough to qualify for livejournal so it's here. I say this each time I type something a bit more serious that's not really addressing anyone huh.

Bottomline: Meiyi is kinda crazy tonight. Maybe partially because she's very bored. But now that she thinks about it, it becomes so clear. Everything has been going so well, yet not really well afterall.

I cried today. In the morning. And then I'm laughing with my parents on the way to Malaysia. In Malaysia in the car in the backseat, I cried silently again into the pillow, and then I'm laughing again afterwards.

Meiyi is crazy no?

Her sister just comes in to show her no respect, resentment for no reason. she despise her.

and the reason for the backseat crying session...piano. her mum ended up telling her to pretend to pretend her parents don't know about it and go ahead. will she do that? don't know. she feels like she's taking advantage of her mum's love.

life's been really good to her thus far and she knows it. so what's up with her discontentment.

You know, people who knows me. There's always very extreme judgements of me. I'm either very childish, or too mature. Too emotional, subjective..or going by the rules too much and being too practical. Too idealistic, or too pessimistic. Arrogant, or lacking confidence.

what am i really.

why can't i go after what i want. with no worries. no obligations. nothing pulling me back. burdens and everything.

sometimes i really really really want another life. this life is tiring.

but to get out of this life you lose all your friends and family too. that sucks.

there's never a perfect solution bah.

P.S. meiyi is not bothering to edit her outrageous grammar which became even worse than usual when she's not sane. which is now.

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11:10 PM

West Coast Park Review


WCP is seriously nice. Can't believe it took me so long to go there for the first time. It can actually tie with ECP as my favorite place in singapore, if not win it. While ECP still wins hands down in terms of beachy things....but WCP gives a more intimate feeling. Like it's meant for people you are comfortable with. And I think it's a good place to people watch. Kids are really really cute. And a lot of dogs. The sight of this mum trying to help her toddler walk the puppy really melted my heart. I found myself thinking if only I could take a photo of that (since I was talking about taking up photography with yezi earlier on..can you imagine a photo of that in my portfolio?).

And West Coast people are seriously the friendliest people in Singapore I think. While finding my way there, I asked for directions a couple of times and each time the people's vibes are really good and they have the best smiles in singapore. In the park, people keep smiling at me, especially the dog owners and the mums..maybe coz i kept perving at their dogs and their kids. HAHA.

I think one day...If I do take up photography..I'll do a project on the smiles of West Coast. haha.

Scenery in West Coast...personally I like it better than East Coast in a way. True, it's cluttered. but the lights at night are nice. And it feels so majestic, the structures..the vessels are really mesmerising. And unlike in East Coast, everything is so much closer to you in West Coast. Once again, the intimate feel.

I think...I might do some stuff with West Coast in the near future...portfolio or not. haha.


Other events in the day included going to roger's house...which was quite uneventful coz all i did was eat lunch and watch roger try to beat jared on the gooey game. Roger's dad is interesting to talk to though haha. I like talking to him. Afternoon was BCA career fair with yezi...mark and roger went along...and we met natalie there too. Listening to them talking about portfolio makes me seriously stressed lah. haha. still have time. yes.

And I learnt how to identify Canis Major at WCP today! hurray! i really wanna see Taurus in full at least once though. >.< and i think i really like sirus a lot. so bright. =D

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12:21 AM

Friday, January 16, 2009

one of the upward trends in life


Yay! Got my paycheck today so I'm going to be less broke from Tuesday 2pm onwards.=D And I think I'm finally getting the hang of life after A levels. The days seem to be getting better haha...I'm enjoying myself. Work is a pattern I'm getting used to. Which is comforting. Just went out with daniel alone...Haven't done that in years. Wanted to watch movie, but he so fickle we ended up shopping instead haha. He bought a pink shirt from Zara! PINK! yay! LOL. And I bought a green top from Mango. Yay. Shall wear to roger's hse tmr LOL. Then to BCA career fair...going with Yezi tmr afternoon! =D

Just in case daniel's gf happen to be reading my blog, I just wanna tell her not to worry about me coz I really am not a threat at all. If sparks didn't fly for the past 11 years, it won't fly now. He doesn't treat me as a girl anyway. And frankly speaking, I don't treat him as a guy either XD lol. So yup. And wanda too...she's no threat at all becoz one, she studies in australia and is back only on vacation, and two, she's seriously not daniel's type. LOL. AND I WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU. like sammie always intro her bf to us...stupid daniel. so long le still never intro me. Like what kind of best friend is that. even ben cq and chaoyang see before i still never see. =(

Went down to look at stars just now and Orion was right above me! =D Sigh, it's the only constellation I can recognise though. I remember using a book to try to find constellations in sec 2 and failing miserably haha. Maybe I should start trying to identify again. =P knowing Orion is a good start...XD

Man..Can't wait for tomorrow haha.

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11:58 PM

TINY LAPPY!


I got a tiny laptop now! Bought it from sis, gonna pay in installments lol. It's like brand new coz she hardly used it LOL. And I think it's the exact same model as roger's but I'm not sure. LOL. Shall confirm with him tomorrow.

Anyway, got another quiz from JJ's blog. I think his blog is archive for memes le.

1. How many months are there until your birthday?
3.65 + 17/30 (u just added onto JJ's answer lorh. LOL.)

2. Have you gotten gum stuck in your hair?
why all the guai lan questions i always answer yes. YES. sigh, wth. When I was really young ok.

3.When was the last time you got straight A’s?
PSLE...back when everything was chicken feet. >.<

4. Where is your sister/brother right now?
Should be in their rooms bah.

5. Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
Depends on mood and situation.

6. Are you currently listening to a song?
Usually I don't listen to stuff beyond 12+ becoz i cannot play it out loud, and I'm usually too lazy to go get my earphones out. haha.

7. Do you have a cell phone?
yup! but it's the army kind and it's spoiling. I want my C905 now....=(

8. Do you own any kind of yellow clothing?
yea..a few..

9. What do you hate about the opposite sex?
in ning's words..."all guys have some degree of bastardity in them. it's just how much."

10. How many piercings do you have?
2. on the ears.

11. What time is it?
12.51AM

12.What color are your eyes?
I think brown bah.

13. How are you today?
okay bah...was a bit emo earlier on in the evening, but now i'm actually in quite a good mood! lol. am tired though haha.

14. How long does it take you to shower?
15 - 20 mins?

15. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
Yup! Safety freak haha.

16. What jewelery do you wear all the time?
Earrings! Love them. lol.

17. What would you say if your doc. told you were pregnant?
Hurray! ok, kidding. But seriously, I LOVE KIDS. but should have them after marriage. and also after you have certain financial capabilities lah.

18.Do you believe in aliens?
i donno...not really.

19. Any siblings?
two younger sisters and one younger brother. I AM DA JIE! XD

20. What are you doing tomorrow?
WORKING.

21. Tell me a story about a scar you have.
I fell into the drain, and then refused to pay much attention to the wound other than rinsing it with tap water, even though it was damn big and damn deep. It ended up getting infected XS then my library senior, who also was in red cross kinda forced me into disinfecting it. In fact she literally brought the kit up to the librarian room and poured it on my leg, whether i like it or not. LOL.

22. What color are your socks?
LOL. different colors? haha. I got a pair of very cute COW socks!

23. How long is your hair?
slightly longer than shoulder length lorh.

24. What school do you go to?
No more school! LOL. Eiither HKU, NUS, SMU or NTU bah. probably NUS though.

25. What are you allergic to?
shelled seafood. even though i really really really love eating HAM (a kind of shellfish). =(

26. Can others make you cry easily?
yea. esp when i was young. but less so now.

27. Whos house did you last go to?
Sammie! To give sammie a surprise on her birthday haha.

28. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Outward Bound School

29. Who is your best friend?
No single one leh. LOL. Lazy list. =P

30. Do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow?
not sure yet. these days i just take things out of my wardrobe and wear. too lazy and tired to plan every day lol.

37. What are your favorite color(s)?
green pink and orange! okay, less of orange these days haha.

38. Do you know anyone who lives in another state?
yea..a few.

39. Are you easily confused?
depends on the subject matter haha.

40. Who have you talked on phone today?
yup! with shuyi!

41. How has the past week been?
so so lorh. working everyday leh.

42. Do you like anyone at the moment?
yea.

43.What made you happy today?
eh...chatting on msn! and getting the tiny laptop I'm using right now!

44.Do you like thunderstorms?
It really depends on my mood haha. Too many things are dependent on my mood liao LOL.

45. Do you watch Hannah Montana?
Nope. Though my sisters want me to watch..

46. When’s the last time you cried?
Earlier today =S

48. What’s the weather like right now?
COLD. wth. this is singapore leh. I wear jacket still cold, siao. need to get windbreaker soon one day le. or warmer jacket. OFFICE WAS INSANE. seriously. like freezing, I bet it's like sub-zero degrees in there.


yay! i like doing quizzes. best things to waste time away with. along with facebook haha. shall sleep and go to work tmr bah LOL.


P.S.
I want to open facebook accounts for Dinger and Newton...Got photos send me kay? Coz my sis keeps saying want send me still never send.


I bought a really nice diary today! and a sketchbook! =D

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12:42 AM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Sammie's 19!


It's SAM HOW's birthday today! XD She cried!!!

Okay, seriously sammie has the sweetest boyfriend on earth lah. Even if I were part of the plans, the full extent of his thoughtfulness can only be known upon seeing sammie's reactions...and watching her tear the presents up. WTH. all three parcels were from him. and we thought he collected them from her friends. >.< And he called and got his entire squad to sing her happy birthday song over the phone somemore. Awww...damn zai. XD

Really, I wished I did more for sammie's birthday this year though. I've always been busy with school, school mates, school friends, work, CCA, etc, etc. Hardly have time for them. In contrast, ning has been there for sammie so much more than I have been, which makes me feel like i'm a lousy friend sometimes. Sammie and ning are always there for me. But I'm often not there for them. Sorry girls, really. I'd try to make up from now on. But I really do love you guys kay? (wonders if they'll read this.)

And I swear I'm born into this Earth to run errands for QY lah. Yeye got errands for me to do in singapore even after he go back to china LOL. ran all over orchard for an hour because of him. Sigh. But he thanked me a lot le lah, so yay! LOL. I'm such a great friend right? =P
ok, nvm, ego.

OH, and work with qwerty keyboard is like screwing up my typing now. Like I type wrong keys now and then. every paragraph I'd press one wrong key. Instead of colemak I'd type the qwerty key. =S SHall strive to type on both keyboards! LOL.


Now shall end off with Birthday wishes to sammie: STAY PRETTY HAPPY ANGELIC (not) AND BEAR A LOT OF CHILDREN WITH JEREMY WHEN THE TIME COMES! YOU'RE 19, ONE YEAR CLOSER TO 20 NOW! XD (wonders if she'll read this again. =P)

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11:59 PM

withdrawal and lack of foobar2000


I'm officially without my com now. Life is miserable. LOL.

Had to help my sis do her art homework earlier on in order to use the com now.

Anyway, I'm bored. Despite having work tomorrow..I really don't feel like sleeping. So I shall do this quiz I found on facebook, but I wasn't tagged. So...I'll do it on blogger instead LOL. Brain's dead, so this quiz is perfect since it doesn't take up mind power. I won't listen to entire songs though...too late for 25x4mins (on the avg) of music.

P.S. OH SHIT. JUST REALISED I HAVE MY MUSIC COLLECTION BUT I DON'T HAVE FOOBAR2000 WITH ME :(

oh great. Now my only source of entertainment is gone too. Sigh.


I MISS MY LAPTOP :(((

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12:20 AM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Adorable Kiss


Moment of the day: Waking up to a kiss on the lips...by your kitten.

Dinger is seriously the most adorable kitten on Earth! <333

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12:10 PM

Friday, January 09, 2009

tired and lazy to think up a title


I'm totally broke. Penniless. Literally. Forked out all my coins to buy cat food for the kittens' dinner. Cat food. Not kitten food. Because kitten food ran out. WTH. >.<

Was thinking of crashing Roger's house tomorrow..but now the schedules seem clashing. With NP's open house. >.<

SIGH.

oh, and work shall get really busy. Any excel pro, come tutor me.

Anyway, best picture of the day.
http://karavshin.org/special/singapore-mrt-anagram.png
MUST SEE. lol.

how long does one take to save up for a million things man. sigh.

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9:18 PM

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Last post before a forced hiatus


So much has happened but I won't bother updating everything lah. Lazy =P

But anyway, working in RG is good. The work isn't fun or slack or anything, but even though my RG times weren't the best out of my time in schools, it still feels really really endearing. Especially since I get the chance to visit Library almost every day. And meet old teachers. And see the general office staff. It helps too, I think, now that I know the internal workings of the school better. A bit late, but it helps me appreciate the school as a whole. Haha.

New year countdown I spent it with a whole bunch of band members (yes I know I'm not in band, but it so happens that I have a larger percentage of friends in band than any other cca?), and a couple of non-band people like woonie. and calvin...who arrived hours after midnight..in the morning of new year. oh well. Kinda got lost in east coast, so was rushing to get to a good spot for the fireworks...chiong-ed on bike. But ended up in some ulu area A, where we could still get to see the fireworks, but above many many buildings. Oh well. It was pretty anyway, and at least we got there on time. I really like fireworks above water though. Nevermind, next year then. =D

Then there's a 6Q outing yesterday to Sentosa. As usual, like anything that's planned by Daniel, only the gang + wanda went. And not even the entire gang was there. That's Daniel, CQ, chaoyang, ben, me and wanda. And yuching was telling me in the morning that she thinks gatherings that I plan are way better XD. okay, sorry daniel. But it was fun lah. Considerably. Other than the fact that stupid Daniel dunk me not one time in the sea, but THREE times. The last time just before I had to go rush to a concert somemore. Not funny. I ended up missing half the concert...partially coz abtzy and I got lost in NUS. oh well. =( i just get super pissed with myself everytime i'm late for a concert. Sigh.

And daniel is rushing me to go collect the stuff he brought home for me from his house. evening bah.

ok, quiz time again! I'm always one of the first to do memes my friends post. LOL.

1. Made out for more than 3 minutes?
erm...do people keep time when they make out?

2. Slept in a different bed?
duh. sleepovers? plus travelling?

3. Loved someone so much that you couldn’t live another second without that person?
...I'm still alive so I guess no?

4. Made out with 2 different people in one night?
yuck.

5. Thought your cousin was hot?
>.< okay, fine. I admit it. I did had a TINY crush on him before. *blush* When I was really really young!

6. Been in love?
yea..

7. Slept past noon?
plenty of times, the last being today.

8. Taken a shower with the opposite sex?
NOPE! but I showered the opposite sex before though =P my brother!

9. Gone over the speed limit?
yea. look at how my dad drives man.

10. Painted your room?
Yup! =D damn fun!

11. Drove a car?
nope.

12.Danced in front of your mirror?
yea...when i was really young too. *blush* why so many embarrassing questions.

13. Gotten a hickey?
nope.

14. Been dumped?
yea.

15. Stole money from a friend?
nope.

16. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
can't remember...

17. Been in a fist fight?
with my sister. >.<

18. Snuck out of your house?
yea..especially to go to seven eleven in the middle of the night. something my mum strictly forbids.

19. Had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back?
yea..

20. Been arrested?
nope.

21. Made out with a stranger?
siao.

22. Left your house without telling your parents?
yea.

23. Had a crush on your neighbour?
don't think so..oh wait. yea. once. at my old house there, during primary school.

24. Ditched school to do something more fun?
does sleeping count? =S so yea, i pon school before to sleep. >.<

25. Slept in a bed with a member of the same or opposite sex?
yea. chalets all like that one what.

26. Seen someone die?
nope.

27. Been on a plane?
yep!

28. Kissed a picture?
i think so? sounds retarded huh. >.<

29. Slept in the opposite sex’s bed?
yea..

30. Love someone or miss someone right now?
yea..

31. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
yup! it's nice! just after some time I'd fall asleep haha!

32. Made a snow angel?
I never see snow before!!! =(

33. Played dress up?
yea..LOL.

34. Cheated while playing a game?
don't think so...at least not i initiate de. i think a couple of times shan typed cheat codes for me when i was lanning with her.

35. Been lonely?
yea..plenty of times. but sometimes it's good to have time to yourself bah. i'm someone who's really scared of loneliness most of the time though.

36. Fallen asleep at work/school?
>.< please. i met my chinese teacher in rg few days ago, and she was like "got fall asleep during work a not". my reputation for sleeping is that bad lah.

37. Been to a club?
yea.

38. Felt an earthquake?
I think so...can't be sure.

39. Touched a snake?
nope! don't dare...Like my entire family touched the snake when we went to the zoo a few years ago. Except for me.

40. Ran a red light?
eh...does jaywalking count? LOL.

41. Been suspended from school?
nope.

42. Had detention?
yea. a lot of times in rg. >.< i bet i hold a record already.

43. Been in a car?
yea...obviously.

44. Hated the way you look?
no way! i rock!!! <3 lol.

45. Witnessed a crime?
er...jaywalking? no big crimes lah.

46. Been lost?
yea..all the time. >.<

47. Been to the opposite side of the country?
yup! how big is singapore lah.

48. Felt like dying from embarrassment?
YES. sigh.

49. Cried yourself to sleep?
yea..maybe a bit more than others bah. >.<

50. Sang karaoke?
I LOVE KBOX!!!

51. Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
yea..quite a few times.

52. Laughed till some kind of beverage came out of your nose?
LOL. yea..damn yucky. lol.

53. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
I WANT SEE SNOW LAH. =(

54. Kissed in the rain?
nope. kissed after being caught in the rain though.

55. Sung in the shower?
yea.

56. Had a dream that you married someone?
yea..once to someone i absolutely hate at that time somemore. wth.

57. Played getting married?
nope! lol. I played the pastor who marry people in primary school though. LOL.

58. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole?
ouch? how the hell...

59. Ever gone to school partially nude?
LOL. i wouldn't know how to answer this if i didn't read JJ's answer first. LOL.

60. Been to a blind date?
yea..

61. Sat on a roof top?
I love roof tops!

62. Ever not take a shower for a week?
YUCK.

63. Ever been too scared to watch scary movies alone?
I'm too scared of horror stuff, alone or not.

64. Played chicken?
yea..too often.

65. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
YES. just yesterday got dunk three times? though that's the sea lah.

66. Been told you’re hot by a complete stranger?
i got told i'm pretty or cute a few times... *blush*

67. Broken a bone?
nope! thankfully. must be damn painful lah.

68. Been easily amused?
yea.

69. Laugh so hard you cry?
yup! LOL.

70. Cheated on a test?
eh...i think in primary school we mass cheated for chinese ting xie. like the entire class/groups were sharing answers around. and we even like had a system where each person learn a certain section kind. LOL. that was in...primary 5?

71. Forgotten someone’s name?
yea...very often. >.<

72. Blacked out from drinking?
nope!

73. Played a prank on someone?
yea. but i'm more often the subject than the executor.

74. Gone to a late night movie?
yep!

75. Made love to anything not human?
WTH?!

76. Failed a class?
yea..all the time. >.< i think i must have been the worst student to have graduated from rg in 2006. worst gpa ever i think. rj grades weren't that great either.

77. Choked on something you’re not supposed to eat?
not supposed to eat? huh?

78. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
have i? cannot remember...don't think so bah. even if practice one entire day, there would be certain songs i don't play what. plus lunch and everything.

79. Cheated on a girlfriend/boyfriend?
nope. never will.

80. Did you celebrate the 4th of July?
erm, no?

81. Thrown strange objects?
eh...does a chair count? =S

82. Felt like someone else?
huh?

83. Thought about running away?
yea.

84. Ran away?
nope. i'm still here in my life no? XD

85. Had detention and not attend it?
eh...can't remember. I think I might have, by forgetting there's detention. =S

86. Made parents cry?
yea. =( but that's when I was young. I won't ever again. I've grown up!

87. Cried over someone?
yea..for an entire month too.

88. Owned more than 5 sharpies?
what the hell are sharpies..

89. Dated someone more than once?
nope.

90. Have a dog?
my sister's. does that count?

91. Own an instrument?
yea..more than one. but i don't play them. shall learn though! now that A levels are over.

92. Been in a band?
nope.

93. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
siao. i'll get diabetes lah.

94. Broken a cd?
yea.

95. Shot a gun?
nope!

96. Been on IM for more than 5 hours?
erm...what about been on IM for almost 24 hours? XD

97. Fell asleep at the computer?
yea. a few times. especially during rush periods of video editing. >.<

98. Have a major crush on someone right now?
yea.

99. Have a religion?
yea.

100. Thought about what people would say at your funeral?
probably "she was a very very very VERY blur girl."

101. Loved someone but didn’t dare to tell that person?
yea.

102. Slapped someone in the face?
yea.

103. Swam in the sea?
YEP!

104. Made out in a movie theatre?
wth...distract other people somemore. got good movie don't wanna watch?


omg, haven't done a 100+ questions meme in a long time LOL.

ok, tmr I shall not have my com again! sigh.

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2:30 PM

Thursday, January 01, 2009

Withdrawal Syndrome


Sigh. No laptop for the next few days/weeks/...../EONS. (dad wants to send laptop for the long delayed service.) So my net presence shall become zero. RAWR. As a result, I'm unable to update on my first day of work, which was on the 29th. I need to talk about countdown, Coda, and many stuff too. RAWR I CANNOT TYPE ON THIS QWERTY KEYBOARD!!!!!! sigh. come back next week to read okay? =(

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THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;
dr...(+)
drink :: ice lemon tea | chocolate milk | green tea | milo
colour :: orange | pink | green
anime :: bleach
manga :: ouran high school host club
books :: the day after forever by erin skiffington | the lovely bones by alice sebold
authors :: agatha christie | jane austen
music :: death cab for cutie | jay chou | muse


more;
ad...(+)

adp rgs rjc

1/1 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q 106 206 310 410 08S05B

purple house buckle buckle-buckley

adp: it club library eng drama chinese dance swimming

rg: handbells library rjc: film society chinese orchestra japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.


random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

Me @ Twitter

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THE KINGDOM

My DeviantART
My Livejournal (more private entries than public though, and much abandoned as of now.)

My Prayer Log (private)
bleach portal
08S05B class blog!
rjc film society blog!
promediaus (sean's team)
sj tribe
youthnet online
youthnet admin

abtzy
caiqiang
candy
chaoyang
chuntsen
eugene
germ
gekmin
hanyu
ian
janice
jasmine yam
jawed
jawed's tumblr
jingxuan
jinjun
kah hou
kaiqi
kawing
lijie
liyi
lorraine
mandy
mel law
prila
qiongye
royce
sammie
sean
sengteck
shan
shuyi
sianying
stacy
suen
sky
waihan
wang
wangting
weihao
weizhong
woonie
xiu
yewei
yiding
yining
zijian
zijian(ex-blog)
zhuoyi

The Stars They Say Official Website

DISCLAIMER: these are linked here so that there's no need for my minute brain to remember so many urls. lol



THE MEMORY

recent;
I really wish I can purge myself from this world a...
I don't know what I'm doing. And why my existence ...
I'm more than a lil bit tired of living. But I'm s...
Today was perfect. We were both happy. So why am I...
If I keep my distance. If I really gain enough dis...
It's all too late. In all probability, too late. I...
If I'm not here in this world, he won't be having ...
or maybe i just won't update. not sure if i'll giv...
Domain (again)
sticking with the low quality


past;
April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 November 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 August 2011 September 2011

labels;
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design
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holidays
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random
rant
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thoughts
weekend




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