iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

the word that starts with H again - insanely busy

I feel a bit hurt. Coz jiangning said she's going home soon yesterday when i asked her whether she's staying back in school. and yet royce blogged that they went out after school yesterday. like jiangning don't welcome me spending time with her...but i guess I'm overreacting lah. shouldn't be so sensitive, tsk tsk.

Anyway, I'm super pissed!!!!! Jonathan dissappeared right after british council class so i couldn't ask him for the 6.20 he owes me. It's been 3 weeks already! and i'm super broke. X(

Today my brain a bit dead. Still having a splitting headache. I think I must have broken my record or something. 3hrs of sleep for past 36-48hrs or so. yet i had 5 items yesterday and 2.4km run today. AND i only just reached home. at 11pm. took a shower and blog this entry.

I RAN 14.32 FOR 2.4KM RUN TODAY! YAY! that's a B btw. Never got such a good timing before. lol. improved by 2whole mins!!! haha. i really do work under pressure.

Econs lecture test. I'm gonna fail. I only wrote one and three quarters sides, and drew 3 diagrams. and i ran out of things to write 5mins before time was up. others wrote 3-7sides, and drew 4-9 diagrams. shit. i really studied real hard for this, and if i fail this, i donno what i'm gonna do.

and i ended up returning Crash to sean without watching it. simply no time to enjoy a good film. X( oh, but he taught scriptwriting skills today, and it's really really helpful! yay! i like today's workshop. could have been better if i wasn't half asleep and suffering from poundind headache. which i am still having now.

why am i so addicted to blogging? lol.

anywayz, during workshop today sean screened heart candy. i think zei's really traumatised by it. haha. super funny. i'm gonna watch heart candy with sherry from start to end some time this week i think.

somehow, i get this funny feeling tonight that my life has become so hectic by choice. maybe i'm making myself so busy so that i don't have time to think, to feel emo, to feel lonely. so that i don't feel hurt when people don't want me around. so that i can cope with being alone. so that i won't think so much about the reality that everyone will leave me sooner or later. honestly. i simply don't have the time to be sad anymore.

argh. had no time to study today. just like most tues. sigh. and still got math assignment to do. and it was due on monday. bleh. X( and lots and lots of work to do. but then, with my terrible headache right now, i can't do much anyway. so i shall just leave everything tmr bah. ciao. i shall sleep.

TMR'S IHG PICTIONARY! AND GREEN DAY! BUCKLE BUCKLEY SHALL OWN ALL THE OTHER HOUSES! WOOT! oh, and film soc exco voting. opps, i still haven prepare my speech yet. i shall prepare it tmr during the breaks. yesh.

Labels: school

11:16 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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