iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Friday, April 13, 2007

continued.

Feeling slightly better now. Maybe just plain tired even.

Crashed Jazz in the end...right in the middle of their prac. Saw Him and we talked a bit too. He was rushing off to something else. I forced myself to feel fine. So i guess I'm fine? Yep..I think so. I'm fine. It's just nice to see him smile...so even if I'm not feeling completely happy because of him, I'm happy that he's happy. i hope he's not emo-ing today. i think he's not...he didn't look like he's gonna emo today.
but maybe i'm not feeling completely happy not because of the same old feelings. it has changed definitely..but how has it changed? aiya, i don't even know what I am saying already. I don't even know exactly what I'm thinking myself. Am I making sense? maybe not...maybe it's because it's night. and I'm tired.

oh, and i'm not so sad about Friend already. Coz I didn't really bother Friend during Jazz prac today, and Friend talked to me twice or so in a friendly manner. Okay, so maybe I can't be very close to Friend anymore...but that's better than nothing I guess. I'll just keep regarding Friend as someone I wanna be good friends with, even if Friend don't feel the same way. Hopefully, one day we'll be good friends again.

Went home with Jiangning, Royce and Shuli today! YAY! i think our chemistry was good today! =) one more person to my "People-Who-I-Like-A-Lot" list. I think Shuli's really nice. I wanna know her better. haha.

I realized first impressions affect me a lot. If I feel comfortable with the person within the first 10 minutes of being alone talking...either really alone, or separate from a group of people for just that few minutes, I tend to have a very strong desire to want to be good friends with the person. Just 10 minutes is sufficient for me to have that kinda strong feelings towards someone. That has happened to me at least four times since I entered JC.

There are a few persons I feel like calling tonight. But then I thought they may be tired...not online tonight. but sammie's online...maybe i can call her and catch up with her while i try to sleep.

Friends' voices are comfort to my soul.

Okie. I'm really tired. So i need to sleep. Gotta wake up earlier tomorrow. CO prac, then must study, and then make stars/flowers/cards and then it's Chorale Concert!!!! X)

Labels: school

11:18 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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