iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Sunday, April 15, 2007

disjointed.

I come home only to found my blog not accessible. Because I have forgotten to renew my domain. So now I'm stuck with blogspot. And with using others' layouts. Which I don't really mind, for now anyway. Since I'm too busy to bother about layouts anymore. Maybe I'll do something about it after I got inspiration for a new layout.

Choir concert was okay, i guess. But maybe I'm not really in a mood to talk about tonight.

I'm tired. But I don't wanna sleep. I don't wanna think either.

I got jealous today again. Jealousy's gonna be my downfall. I'm too prone to jealousy. Just like how I'm always jealous of Germy coz she's such a good friend of Sammie and jealous of Sammie coz she's such a good friend of Germ. I mention this coz this is quite a well known fact. They both know I get jealous. And they don't mind. And usually I'm fine after a while so it's okay for me too. Other instances of my jealousy attacks are not well known at all though.

I don't know what I'm blogging about.

I have some thoughts of what to do but I don't know whether I should listen to them a not.

I'm confused. With life. With my feelings. With what I'm doing. Not in the sense like what I'm doing with my acadamic work, cca, etc...but more like what I'm doing with...Life. Friends. Family. People Stuff.

I used to be good with people. What happened? And it took me four years to realise that I'm no longer good with people.

Or maybe I never was good in the first place.

I think I shall sleep. And think less. Maybe I'll blog tomorrow morning when my thoughts are more coherent. ciao.

Love me - that's all I ask of you.
Anywhere you go let me go too...
Love me - that's all I ask of you...

Labels: thoughts, weekend

2:28 AM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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