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Friday, June 29, 2007

Lonely and pathetic me. ALONE.


Okay, actually I'm not so emo now anymore le. Haha. Spamming msn games with CQ. Rock Paper Scissors is damn cute!!!! haha. The shark will chase the msn figure one!! haha. But I keep losing..=P

Well, basically, for the first time ever, I didn't plan my post-exams way before hand, like i usually do. Was too occupied with mugging. And the handphone incident kinda affected me too i guess. So now I'm miserable. Coz EVERYONE has something on. Be it class outing, or simply lazy to get out of the house. And so, today after taking photos with RG Library, I was ALONE.

Speaking of the handphone incident, I still haven heard updates or follow-ups on that matter.

I've never spent time alone during post-exam periods before.

I mean in primary school, i would go over sammie's house and play monopoly. that was lower primary. primary 5 and 6 i'll just go shan's house. and play ps2. play that super nice fighting game. which i still donno the name of.
secondary school, there's always orchard and a bunch of ever-ready to shop girls. okay, almost always.

Tried to get Jeanette and gang out to play bridge. Initially got Jared to agree too. But we took too long to find the fourth player, and Jared couldn't wait anymore. So he went for something else.

Ended up shopping around J8 ALONE and watching Transformers ALONE, then went back to woodlands. Was about to go home, when shan called me. So i waited at woodlands ALONE for her, and when she came, i spent ard one hour with her, and then went home.

When was the last time I watched a movie alone? Sec 2? It was Stepford Wives I think..at J8 too...I was feeling really really lonely and emo that time, that's why i can still remember it.

Transformers was totally not what I expected. It actually has a plot. And it's quite good. I think. But what I think doesn't matter I guess, since my taste in movies isn't that reliable lah.

Shit, I'm making myself emo again. Okay, I shall stop it.

And I've decided that instead of trying to convince my seniors to buy alcohol for me, I shall just try my luck myself at 7/11. Especially since the 7/11 near my house is recently tended by young and inexperienced part timers. i'll go like in the middle of the night, 2am or something. haha. worse come to worse, ask someone ard in the shop? act cute. pout. according to shan, pouting is act cute. haha.

actually, since shan usually can pass off as 21, i might as well try get her help instead. hmm..
why is it everyone else gets them so easily, but everything gets in my way when i wanna get them.

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name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
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