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Monday, June 25, 2007

I AM FREAKING OUT

YES. I AM FREAKING OUT. CAUSE I'VE NEVER LIKED CHINA STUDIES. AND I HAVE NEVER PUT IN WORK AS I SHOULD HAVE IN CHINA STUDIES. SO I AM GONNA FAIL. AND IT IS TOO LATE TO REALISE JUST EXACTLY HOW TERRIBLE IT IS TO FAIL CHINA STUDIES, BECAUSE IT IS EXACTLY SEVEN AND A HALF HOURS TILL THE EXAM. I AM DEAD. NOT TO MENTION THAT I WON'T BE ABLE TO GET A B GRADE FOR ECONS, WHICH MEANS I WON BE QUALIFIED TO TAKE H3 ECONS. SO ALL THAT MUGGING FOR CHINA STUDIES FOR NOTHING.
AND I AM GONNA GET TERRIBLE GRADES FOR MATH. AND PROBABLY BARELY PASS, IF I PASS AT ALL, PHYSICS. but at least I still have time for math and physics. Enough time that is. BUT I DO NOT HAVE ENOUGH TIME FOR CHINA STUDIES AND ECONS!!!! why was I so stupid to have mugged math and physics so much for the past week? Why didn't I realise earlier that I need more time for china studies? Heck china studies, but why didn't I realise I won't be able to get a 'B' grade for economics if I don't put more time in??? Dumb meiyi. DUMB MEIYI. shit, i hate myself.

and now i really gotta sleep. so that i don't get any dumber. hopefully i won't have to kill myself after tomorrow. shit, i really hate myself now. urgh.

Labels: rant

12:26 AM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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