Friday, May 04, 2007

emotional scars are open wounds being treated by antiseptic over and over again, but yet never heals.

True, I was having lonely panic attacks earlier on in the night again. But I'm okay already. The title's something adapted from what I've written today. YESH. I started fooling around with that little idea of mine for a script. wrote bits and pieces here and there which may or may not find their way into the script. HAHA. i'm like that lah. slapdash working. never once organised. but if i don't work this way, i'll never start...i wouldn't know how to start. so yesh. actually the proper method would be to start with a rough storyboard i think? but i couldn't think of the feel without anything concrete, so ended up staring at the empty boxes for quite sometime and gave up soon after. and then i wrote those abstract stuff.....during math tutorial. LOL.
at least these bits of stuff i've scribbled got the feel down....and most importantly, lighten my sentence of procrastination by quite a considerable amount. LOL.

After school I successfully ponned physics makeup lesson (with permission from the tcher XP) and went to support squash! YAY! matthew was there too, and he tapped me on the back. i spinned around twice and still couldn't see him....so embarrassing!!!!! X) lol. oh wells, i blurqueen mah. haha. the nickname's like becoming consolation to me. hee...and shan's right, my fondness for that nickname is growing. it's just something from the childhood...

btw, i took taxi from kallang back school and the taxi driver thought i was sec 1. XS
why everyone always mistake me for someone much younger?? I'm 17!!!!

but we lost to ACSI. BOO. =( managed to catch samuel, james and ernest in action...and they played well. only that the lineup of players was screwed. i agree with kaiqi....if we rearrange the lineup a bit and match them with each others' opponents, we could have won. sigh...but samuel was PRO. lol. he made squash look effortless...he just stood in the middle most of the time and made his opponent run around. it's like Moses and the red sea...samuel just stood in the middle and made the ball and his opponent go wherever he wanted. okie...weird comparison. fine. haha. but it felt legendary....lol.

Cabbed back to school and filmed RP's production...sigh. i kinda created trouble for Cat by spilling coke on the floor. =( but other than that it was fine i guess. and i agreed to go back tomorrow night to film again too. haiz. i donno what made me agreed. lol.

And it wasn't as bad as how fransisco had put it. afterall, if i'm not wrong, samuel beckett's works are quite abstract in nature in the first place. so i guess RP just chose the wrong audience? lol. but it's quite understandable lah....not that abstract till you don't understand what's going on. not like how fransisco put it..."don't understand a single thing after the whole play's over".
in fact, i kinda like "come and go". =) and "rough for theatre II" too...

opps...left this window hanging and completely forgot what else i wanted to blog about. lol. aiya, guess i'll sleep le. maybe i'll watch a movie tmr morning. lol.

p.s. i feel like i've sinned. coz i was a complete spendthrift today. i spent like 20 over dollars!!! taking taxi to school in the morning, then taxi from kallang to school...=( on top of food of coz..so this gives me added motivation to restart my diet! and actually stay on it! yesh!!! hahaha. to punish myself from having spent so much. lol.

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