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Friday, April 27, 2007

Samurai warrior in kimono snow-white.

Funny. Read yw's post about hitting post 180, and now i'm blogging my 180th post. haha.

Anyway, school as usual. and as expected, I screwed up my physics test. coz i didn't study for it. but i really don't care. haha. i only care for subjects i feel at least the slightest passion for. namely, econs. X)
oh, and physics has officially overtaken china studies as my most hated subject. uck. so now, the order from my favorite to least fav: econs, math, china studies, physics. but i'm thinking math might lose to china studies anytime now too. haha. it's soooo BORING.

Sean invited this mediacorp director to give us a talk about being a director today. I can never succeed as a director. too disorganised. haha. or maybe i can learn to plan...hmm..haha. but my mum will get so disappointed lah, if i get into the media line. haha.
then we watched Kill Bill Volume One. I LOVE THE SCENE WHERE THEY DID SAMURAI FIGHTING IN THE SNOW! Samurai warrior in white kimono against the whiteness of the snow. Especially that frame when she removes her sandals...man...elegance. first 10s was like dancing in the snow with samurai swords. pwreeeetttyyyy..haha.

Anyway, I don't know how to say this. But I shall try. This is kinda getting into a routine now. I AM SORRY PEOPLE, FOR IRRITATING. man, i must be a very irritating person. but i shall try to learn to be less sticky. yesh.

and i am sad. coz I kinda realised how someone who matters may actually be a hypocrite. sometimes girls are scary.
and another someone who matters still never realise he forgot my birthday. despite knowing how much i care about birthdays. and it's nearly a week over now. hmm.
and i think i irritated a third someone who matters. okay, change that statement. i KNOW that i irritated a third someone who matters. i just know. and i don't wanna irritate anymore. i shall just learn to fade in. i need a bestie in sch too! i think. haha. sammie.....I am envious of you!!!! argh. XP

i wonder how i managed in primary school. to stick to sammie and lingyan yet not irritate them. hmm.

the word "irritate" seems synonymous with "looking up", "company" nowadays for me. i irritate everyone. okie! I PROMISE. I'll learn to change.
but yet sammie says that i should just be myself.
i'm one hell of a confused girl growing up. i must be the most confused 17 girl ever.

i should stop screwing up my life.

i'm like a failure trying to bluff her way through as a gem. will i get to be a gem in the end? and may dreams come true.

Labels: school, thoughts

10:37 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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