iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

i love life

I think i can finally sleep tonight! hurray! seriously, i think i'm handling my emotions better now. waaaaayyy better, as compared to months ago..

I really wanted to do work in school today. But ended up sleeping two thirds of my time after school. haiz. but ms poh was really nice though...she allowed me to sleep in tutorial! haha. i must have looked horrible. so yea, by right i should arrange a makeup tutorial with her...but i think she pitied me and told me that if i hand in a write-up on what i understand of the topic we discussed today, i might just be able to skip the tutorial.

i think i'm starting to love ms poh. haha.
that still doesn't make me love china studies though.

Anywayz, i did something insane today. i still can't believe i did it. omg. but somehow i still feel relieved. i'm siao.

Jazz concert tickets started selling today!!!! but i have no money to buy. =( nvm, i'll buy tomorrow! hopefully my sis will return me my 15 bucks...and that jonathan will return me my 6.20. man, i'll be real broke this month. i book myself down for too many concerts le. but nvm, i love concerts! so i'm not complaining. haha.

i wanna blog about how funny jiangning is today. but knowing how the school sometimes visit blogs, i shan't. in case i get her into trouble. lol.

3 resolutions for studying purposes
Get a B grade for my Econs Common test
Improve my essay writing and try (keyword= TRY) get a C grade for GP.
Get up to date and finish all my china studies notes by end of this week.

Pondered a bit on my daily usage of words and sentences and found that i used the phrase "nevermind" too often le. does that make people feel uncomfortable sometimes? or let people misunderstood that i was unhappy, or even a bit frustrated with them? hmm...i shall reduce usage of "nevermind". haha. is this influence from weizhong arh? the reflection over how i express things. haha.

Anyway, royce talked a bit about his red cross days and it reminded me of my library days. haiz. now i feel damn guilty once again. like i've let down my seniors terribly. i really fell way below expectations....even my own expectations. even though nobody ever mentioned it, i bet at least some of them were disappointed with me. i guess that's partially the reason why i was so determined not to join library again. i'm kinda ashamed of myself lah, i guess. i really should just avoid leadership positions.... not gonna repeat the same mistake again. might as well let the more deserving ones go ahead. i will resist.

my gosh, that last line sounds like something from a hero flick. i will resist. haha.

Labels: school

10:06 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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