Tuesday, April 03, 2007
okay. i'll be lying if i say that i'm completely fine. coz i'm not. i'm far from fine. i'm torn into pieces and i think it'll take time to find all the missing bits and make it a whole again. maybe it'll never be whole again. who knows?
but i can manage my emotions better now i think. i've been able to laugh, and really enjoy myself in school today. at times, i even forgot my problems...momentarily. hmm.
it's true that i miss him. but at least now i've got distractions. give me one more month, and i think i'll be fine lah.
sammie...if you're reading this..LET'S GAMBATTE TOGETHER! X)
NOW ON A HAPPIER NOTE we should always strive to be happy. so i shall mention at least some happy stuff everyday.
Council results are out! lol. although some people who i thought should have gotten in didn't get in, and the reverse happened too, the overall results are good. so now, my class 08S05B has officially 4 councillors! YAY! (p.s. ian says that he is really gonna shave his legs. hmm...XP) CONGRATS LINXI, IAN, JANICE AND....TAN CHEN. gosh. i think campaigning is fun, not just for the campaigners but for the rest of the school too! haha.
btw, yewei, melho, junwei, amanda, rachel got in too! joo got in too i think. not sure who else. but weishan and mel law din get in =( i think it's probably coz the whole campaign team's made up of non-rg plus one half-rg weishan. guess that's where the flaw lies with the campaign...maybe they could have gotten a better chance campaigning separately with rg pple?? but then it won't be as fun campaigning without ur best friends...hmm..
OH! AND I NEVER PON BRITISH COUNCIL TODAY! lol. i so guai...hee...i was actually half an hour early one! but then jonathan dragged me to tanglin mall to eat, and i was in a not so uptight mood...so we ended up arriving for class 20mins late. X( the teacher seems quite pissed with that. haiz. oh wellz, i'll be punctual next time!
and i'm loving film soc. haha. that's kinda random? getting tired le. shan't blog about how good the film workshop was. ciao.
P.S> oh, i almost forgot. if i lift my chin up right now, there's a swollen bump at my throat. and it hurts. IS IT A TUMOUR? *gasp* nah...most probably just infection. bleh. i'll get it checked out this weekend if it doesn't go away anyway. =P
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name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore
hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
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dr...(+)
drink :: ice lemon tea | chocolate milk | green tea | milo
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