iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Saturday, February 07, 2009

A random realisation in life.

I just realised...I don't really like green, pink and orange these days anymore. In fact, I kinda detest orange. And pink feels boring. Green is okay...But...It's not that appealing.

Instead, I find myself drawn to shades of blue and grey these days. And gold.

Not just colors too, I find myself changing a lot these days. Not really in terms of observable aspects of personality...but more of the way I think, the way I react emotionally to certain events..not sure if i wanna use the word philosophy in this situation. But I'm changing..so much that it's a bit scary. It feels like another stage of those radical changes, like the one when I got into secondary school, and the one in J1..and maybe the one in sec 3, though that one was a bit less radical.

I bet no one knows what I'm talking about HAHA.

I have a feeling that my ability to feel and experience pain has changed too. I'm no longer affected by pain in the whole life-consuming kinda way. More of a lingering in the background sorta pain. Erm...how do I put it...It's like pain is no longer opaque, but more of a overlay on my emotional life. So I can still experience other emotions, just that they get tainted with this overlaying pain?

Again, I bet no one knows what I'm talking about LOL. And why the hell am I thinking photoshop when I'm talking about my life haha!

Just tried word challenge just now. Quite fun! LOL. Having played prolific so much, my mental dictionary doesn't match the word challenge one though. Luckily there's no dictionary penalty haha!
I totally failed geo challenge though sigh HAHA.

Labels: musing

11:17 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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