iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

our wrinkles

This is one of the rare few times I actually blog about what I said I'll blog about. But this is only because there's really nothing much to blog about...

I slept through the entire tribe girls' games day.

Yes, I slept through it. I was simply too tired. Cola keeps yapping and yapping outside me window, and saturday night it was so bad that I didn't sleep at all! Thank God my dad finally allowed him to sleep in the house, in my sister's room.

With that aside, I've been thinking about just how the experiences I've had have mold me, even rebuild me to be the person I am now. My change seems rather incredible I think, but am I really that different.
It's rather like, not changing the mold, but instead, just coating with another layer of some kinda alternative image and character. Beneath that layer, it's still pretty much the same material. I bet I don't make sense now.

It hurts too, more than I thought it would, to see others going through the exact same things I've been through. Knowing exactly how painful it is, and even predicting just how they would react and be proven right. It hurts. Yet sometimes, knowing too much doesn't help, since the information can't be conveyed across anyway. You're just a helpless bystander.

I don't expect anyone to know what I'm talking about actually.

FILMING! YAY! ok. thing is, I have several stuff related to filming that i gotta complete by this week.

Eugene (Seow) and Ari's band's video application for the Play-On competition (by thursday)
Once-Upon-A-December grad night video (by friday...i try.)
Uploading of MEP concert video and burning it. So as to clear the tapes for Eugene's band.

The week shall be spent in Lab 7! Whee!~
(And I'm getting insanely panicky with my SDMA group! AHHH. and jawed's in vietnam! ahhh. no script! ahhhh. no....i don't want zei to write the script. ok. actually, can lah. see whether it's good a not. but still...ahhhhh. WE NEED A WORK SCHEDULE. AND DATELINES. not to mention the direction our drama is going. and we desperately need to meet up.)
But oh well..I still love filming. =P

P.S. I'm incredibly amused by how jawed manages to blog while he's in vietnam on cip. hmm..
P.P.S. I just realised I don't link to Jared's (NOT the one mentioned in the post) blog, so there's no way the two jareds will get mixed up. but oh well, calling tong jawed is actually kinda cute. so yay! lol =P

Labels: holidays, thoughts

1:56 AM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

-------------

I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

Me @ Twitter

follow me on Twitter

THE KINGDOM

My DeviantART
My Livejournal (more private entries than public though, and much abandoned as of now.)