Monday, August 29, 2011
Today was perfect. We were both happy. So why am I remembering that he doesn't love me anymore? The second time today. I need to stop remembering this for me to remain motivated and strong; for me to have even a remote chance in retrieving his heart. But it's so hard to stop longing for the day when he'd reply 'I love you' when we hang up or when we're being close.
I'll also need to forget if I wish to have sufficient sleep for the days ahead where I need much energy to accomplish much things.
THE PRINCESS
name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore
hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;
dr...(+)
drink :: ice lemon tea | chocolate milk | green tea | milo
colour :: orange | pink | green
anime :: bleach
manga :: ouran high school host club
books :: the day after forever by erin skiffington | the lovely bones by alice sebold
authors :: agatha christie | jane austen
music :: death cab for cutie | jay chou | muse
more;
ad...(+)
adp rgs rjc
1/1 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q 106 206 310 410 08S05B
purple house buckle buckle-buckley
adp: it club library eng drama chinese dance swimming
rg: handbells library rjc: film society chinese orchestra japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)
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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.
random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.
Me @ Twitter
THE KINGDOM
My DeviantART
My Livejournal (more private entries than public though, and much abandoned as of now.)
My Prayer Log (private)
bleach portal
08S05B class blog!
rjc film society blog!
promediaus (sean's team)
sj tribe
youthnet online
youthnet admin
abtzy
caiqiang
candy
chaoyang
chuntsen
eugene
germ
gekmin
hanyu
ian
janice
jasmine yam
jawed
jawed's tumblr
jingxuan
jinjun
kah hou
kaiqi
kawing
lijie
liyi
lorraine
mandy
mel law
prila
qiongye
royce
sammie
sean
sengteck
shan
shuyi
sianying
stacy
suen
sky
waihan
wang
wangting
weihao
weizhong
woonie
xiu
yewei
yiding
yining
zijian
zijian(ex-blog)
zhuoyi
The Stars They Say Official Website
DISCLAIMER: these are linked here so that there's no need for my minute brain to remember so many urls. lol
THE MEMORY
recent;
If I keep my distance. If I really gain enough dis...
It's all too late. In all probability, too late. I...
If I'm not here in this world, he won't be having ...
or maybe i just won't update. not sure if i'll giv...
Domain (again)
sticking with the low quality
Sims 3! <3
Arts Fest Volunteer Training
Self-awareness and self-preservation
Architecture Interview
past;
April 2006
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July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
November 2006
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August 2011
September 2011
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life
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random
rant
school
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