Monday, October 29, 2007
Link
I really want to blog this on the class blog. But somehow I feel kinda shy blogging it there, so outrightly (ok, bad word. But I don't know how to express myself). So I'm writing here, since people don't usually come to read my blog. And when they do, then, well, they read it. It's supposed to be read after all.
If Kaiqi and Victor ever come to this blog (which I doubt they will), what I want to say is that I really feel very grateful towards them. They must be the best welfare reps ever. And I say this with my heart. It doesn't matter that the class fund wasn't split equally for everyone's birthdays. What matters is that you guys gave thought and put in effort into every single person's birthdays. And I think the entire class could see that. We really appreciate you guys for doing all that. In fact, I think among all the other reps, you guys did the most, and the others would most likely agree with me.
I'm really really glad that I didn't rebel against my mum and go poly. Because if I haven't been to RJ, I wouldn't get to know such great people in school. I wouldn't be part of such a great class. There's no other class as inclusive as ours I think. There are times when I hear from friends about their classes (no names mentioned), about how cold their class is. How they don't go for class outings, don't stay back for games, etc. How un-bonded they are. I think, comparatively, we did really well as a class! It's difficult to make 20 over people really bonded as one huge family, the way they do in idol drama series, but I think we got as close as we could to that 'ideal state' le. haha. I've never been able to truly say I love my class. But I'm glad that in JC, I can finally say it. I love 5B! Thanks, everyone in this wonderful class....I shall say unashamedly (since this is my own blog, I don't have to be politically correct). Everyone in class made a difference for me, but this class becomes all the more memorable because of people like Stacy, Eugene, Qiongye, Haoyang....thanks a lot. I'm glad I finally have something to remember by, out of my 6 years of Rafflesian education.
I think, one day I shall compile a list of what I remember each person in class for! haha. X)
Labels: school, thoughts
10:42 PM
This came in my email inbox yesterday.
"
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I’ve just returned from a shopping trip so expect new dresses in different styles – long dresses, wrap dresses, casual dresses and more! I’ve also updated my stock of pretty notebooks which were available on the website and brand new styles of earrings, perfect for bringing you from work to party!
So do make a date to come down to The Arts House this coming Saturday or Sunday! I’ll be there from 10am to 10pm and I’ll be looking forward to seeing you then!
PS. My booth will now be located in the air conditioned comfort of the Arts House, on the ground floor.
Cheers!
Michelle
WalkInWardrobe.com.sg ~ A one stop online shopping experience
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Ah. But it's on 3rd and 4th. How? Maybe can make a short trip down to check it out? =P
(sigh. broke though. nevermind. go see and perhaps save up. lol. get to meet who on earth is michelle too. XP)
Labels: shopping
Sunday, October 28, 2007
"Messing up. It's what makes a person. It's how we learn, where we find joy. And the things you don't plan for are things you never see coming." - Dr. Isobel "Izzie" Stevens, Grey's Anatomy
Labels: random
3:47 PM
Somehow, I started thinking a lot about my future recently, or more specifically, after receiving our promos grades. It occurred to me that I used to be so certain which areas I want to pursue..but now no longer. Not because I've lost interest, but because circumstances in reality poses serious obstacles, which have to be dealt with NOW or the possibilities are gone FOREVER. Okay, maybe not forever forever, but kinda forever. Because once you settle in a field, it's unlikely for you to change field mid-career. Especially since my DISC score showed that I'm a D-S. Not sure if it applies still, since I took it when I was Sec 3, but if it is still remotely accurate, then I would value steadiness, which most probably means that I am not adventurous enough to change field halfway. So yes, if I want to do what I want/like to do, I've got to start thinking now.
Why do I say that present circumstances have posed serious obstacles for the various career paths I've been thinking about? These career directions have been in my thoughts for the past...5 - 6 years! Why didn't I discover these obstacles earlier? Because, things haven't been going according to my plans.
For starters, I did not take art in JC. This means, the design route and other related routes are probably out of the equation. That is probably fixed, and I've kinda given up on the idea. There's computer science (or engineering...although I doubt I'd do engineering), which at least my mum vaguely approves of. But, procrastination have been my flaw. The first time I said I'm going to learn PHP was in Sec 2? Fast forward to the end of JC1, and I still haven't learn it. The freshmen for computer science probably knows more than one programming languages, not net-based, but real programming languages like C or C++. I'm like no where near.
And then, there's business.
Frankly speaking, the only attraction business have, is that it is easy, and Sammie's probably gonna go that direction. But those are not good reasons for choosing a career path...
And hospitality...Same thing goes here. Easy, and higher possibility of Sammie going into it. Plus it's kinda interesting.
But these two are like back-up plans if all else goes wrong?
Or maybe film. But that will mean serious clashes with mum.
The thing is, the best option now would be computer science or similar, since I've already given up on design, and that's like the only option I'm interested in and my mum remotely approves of. But I only have slightly over an year left? Not to mention I have to put all my energy into A levels first before anything else. Rawr.
So, it ends with either computer science (if I'm able to make time to learn everything I should, on top of my A levels), or film (which would mean serious clashes with mum, and possibly with dad too...not to mention weird looks from relatives in the future).
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Kinda dug out stuff from NTU, IDA, firefly and SMU last night. All collected during various fairs, and RJC's scholarship day last year (having no O levels meant that I had the time to go all these places last year). The business path is seriously non-appealing to me. >.<
ESFP - "Entertainer". Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. 8.5% of the total population. |
Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)And according to the website the guide gave us, here's the description.
ESFP Extraverted Sensing with Feeling
ESFP types have fun. They like to live life to its fullest and are great company. Good natured and openly friendly, they are very curious about what they can see, hear, and know firsthand. They then find ways to adapt to what they've noticed, and are good at getting others to adapt too.
Choosing a Major- Tend to try alternatives and remain open to change
- Prefer a job dealing directly and flexibly with people
- Often found in health fields, sales, design, entertainment, transportation, or troubleshooting
Learning Style- Can remember a great number of facts and events
- Prefer first-hand experience rather than books or lectures
- Usually do better in actual situations rather than on written tests
- May experience difficulty in classrooms because few college instructors are their type
- Learn and solve problems best through trial and error
Reading, Writing, Studying- Prefer to study with others and with external stimulation
- May need to learn that test taking often requires trusting their hunches and reading between the lines
- Report they spend no time in non-required serious reading
- Write best by first talking out the facts they know
- Need to revise final drafts by making the language less conversational and shortening their paragraphs
Playing - Like to engage in physical exercise
- Roommates may find them fun, enthusiastic, and adaptable
- Report no trouble dating once a week or more
- Having fun is important
Possible Causes of Stress- Bored by too much focus on theories in the classroom
- May be concerned about close relationships
- May socialize too much
- May jump into action before carefully evaluating options
- May neglect studies if they are having too much fun in campus activities
Dealing with Stress- Natural openness and flexibility helps avoid stress
- Usually have a lot of friends to turn to
- Clever at adapting existing rules to get around roadblocks
- May need to study with others who can help them get organized and focused
- May need to learn to follow through
Pretty accurate I suppose. Just cut out the entire Reading, Writing, Studying section (with the exception of first point), and cut out the point on "Like to engage in physical exercise". (I like exercises...but only at times. OCCASIONALLY.)
Although, I vaguely remember I was an INFP? nvm...maybe I changed too much.
So, now what...*flips the guide to next page*
"Access
http://www.personalitypage.com/careers.html to find out the various possible career otpions that suit your personality type. Write down what you think are the most likely career path(s) you'll take."
Possible Career Paths for the ESFP
Artists, Performers and Actors
Sales Representatives
Counselors/Social Work
Child Care
Fashion Designers
Interior Decorators
Consultants
Photographers
Great. Just when I gave up on designing. And computer science is sooo not on the list. Rawr. This is so not helpful. Great.
Although Film seems pretty in line with the list....but nope. I need to try avoid that. I can do film AFTER I've settled into something.
I think I got to go meet the career counselor or something.
[EDIT:12.53PM] from another link the guide gave me...
hmm...maybe i'll go back to web designer or editor...BUT. that still feels weird. I don't really know what to study for uni. haha. I still gotta meet the career counselor. First things first though...get my grades up.
Labels: life
11:41 AM
When was the last time I feel this down, I don't remember.
I feel like the world just crashed down on me....again...and again.....and again.......
i shall convince myself that i do not exist. maybe it won't hurt so much then.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
School's over. Finally.
But I miss everyone. Lots. And it's only first day! Not so different from the usual weekends..So it's definitely psychological. Sigh.
Yesterday, being the last day of school, was spent at roger's house playing game. (gosh. i love roger's house. i love it even more than germ's. haha.) Finally played Portal! YAY. I only played like the first half of the rooms though...coz I am too stupid. haha. And also coz...I was getting really really dizzy. Oh well.
And I need to get dancemats. Yesh. LOL.
Afterwards, I took bus 100 to Aljunied MRT, but I missed my stop and ended up in.....Geylang! diao. Had to walk all the way back to aljunied lah. they could have warned me the bus goes towards geylang..lol.
Sorry shuz! for abandoning you and making you go on a "date" with cal-vin. i thought he would have told you lah.
Sigh. I'm not kidding about missing everyone. Seriously. It didn't help that I had so much fun yesterday that it feels kinda empty now. Oh dear.
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http://www.freerice.com/ - help the hungry and do better for GP!
Labels: holidays
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
Link
Really funny.
"Just enter “sarkozy sarkozy sarkozy” (no quotes) into
Google’s new translator (Sarkozy is the French president). Then pick the French to English translation."
Monday, October 22, 2007
I'm promoted. barely in my opinion and I'm not happy. My grades are downright ironic, and completely contradicts my efforts. I was so depressed that I wanted to give up on
JC.
But now I got that idea out of my head. Thank God.
Thank God for all the friends He gave me, all the love and encouragement, concern and care he sent me through my friends. Perhaps I didn't die and go to hell, precisely because God loved me so much and knew exactly how to draw me back. I'll miss my friends so much. So I've decided, I shall "plunge" back into
JC life and make the best of it. Try my best, and hope for a miracle for A levels.
Up to this point, I wanna say that
Zhuoyi's post kinda inspired me somewhat.
Anyway, thanks guys for being such great friends. Thanks
stacy for being there for me. Thanks
shuyi for pampering so much...I don't know what I'd do without you two. And thanks mark for being worried about me...I'm sorry i scared you. Thanks people....like roger,
mervyn (who probably don't read this blog)...
coz spending time with you guys playing worms was fun, and it took my mind off...my grades. and...Thanks
kah hou. "Jump off in portal. You don't get fall damage."
Ok...at that time I didn't laugh. But it was rather funny, and my sadness kinda lessened by half or so. so yea,
thx. however lame it was.
lol. and thanks for chatting.
ok. that's unrelated.
and i declare the portal song is therapeutic.
lol.
i think, one day i shall go
roger's house to try play portal. the song is too addictive. lol.
Labels: life, school
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Facebook School Spirit application is amusing. three other singaporean schools caught up with us and got into the top 100 in the ranking.
but afraid they're a bit too late...for rjc is reaching the summit..
LOL. facebook is a rjc craze right now man. even if it's spreading to the other schools. (i'm using facebook less now that promos are over though. =S)
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do i try? do you even want me to try? or is this doomed and i should give up? is shuyi right this time round?
Weiren says that the school calls up the people who got retained. I didn't get called up. That should be good news? I'm dreading school a little bit less now. =)
I'll still be depressed tomorrow though. Coz of ultra bad grades. sigh.
Labels: C, random
11:57 PM
I don't care if they track this down. I don't see much of a future for me anyway, so I don't see how they can ruin my future. So, I am going to say this.
MM Lee is either a confused ignorant fool, or he is an arrogant fool.Anyone with a brain can see that Singapore is a conformist society. And that is precisely because of the government's way of running things, and partially due to the education system. And God knows how he managed to confuse IQ with creativity.
Ah, never mind. Someday, all these "protecting-their-ass" business the government is currently engaging in will backfire and harm them. If it's not already doing so. Students are getting smarter you know. We can tell for ourselves. If the government goes on like this, they are just going to make themselves look ridiculous to the public.
Quote from ST.."accused Singapore leaders of breaching the rule of law in such areas such as freedom of assembly and defamation suits"....(we kinda realised the pattern for a very long time already? With the repeated suing and whatever. (But...singapore still wants to protect its ass...however unsuccessful.)..."Professor Jayakumar said Mr Chee was turning the conference into 'a theatre of Singapore politics". Just like that. Just like that you dismiss everything. How about we have an entire conference just to address th issue huh?
This reminds me of an incident back in RG..."In Conversation"..where you get to discuss issues with figures they invite in. They invited some ST journalist...and some girl asked something sensitive regarding government censorship. The journalist started getting defensive and avoided the question TOTALLY. Now, tell me how that is not conformist society. We are EXPECTED to be pro-government.
Regrettably, even if I were of voting age right now, I'd still vote for PAP. Why? We don't have good oppositions. If PAP is a fool, the opposition (with the exception of a few brilliant figures...the very few) are idiots. So yea, PAP is still our best bet I suppose.
Which is why I am waiting for Weizhong to get into the political scene. LOL. =P-----------------
Today's a very rebellious day. So, I shall post something I found on facebook, on the Anti-Odex group. (
http://hs.facebook.com/group.php?gid=17694629800)
Anti-Odex points..
"1. They took action against a 9-year old boy. Like WTF? He was fined up to $5000 for illegally downloading anime episodes. Come on! How can a 9-year old boy possibly fork out such a enormous amount? The company is obviously targeting his parents and expecting his parents to pay on behalf. They are making use of the fact that parents are downright afraid that their child will have a black mark and will hinder his opportunities in the future.
2. He posted OUTRAGEOUS comments in forums. The man behind all this sueing? SING! Stephen Sing. Of course some people might think that he is smiling his way to the bank. Each person sue get $3000, one thousand people get sued is like $3000000!!!)
He dared to post in forums claiming that “I was busy sueing people!” and many other dismissive remarks… It is apparent that he is just pitting himself against the anime community in Singapore.
3. Anime’s are geographically restricted. That means that anime addicts outside japan are not able to view them. From my perspective it isn’t illegal for someone to help you tape a show just because you have missed it.It is obvious that watching a sponsored and free show isn’t illegal as:- #1) the sponsor brands are not removed, #2)we are not selling it for profit. If it is a DVD-rip of licensed property(i.e a dvd-rip of Odex anime which is distributed), then the case is different because there is an actual company that licenses it and there are no sponsors and there is an actual infringement of copyright-laws.
In fact in Europe it is legal to download, but only illegal if you upload.
4. Link to the ODEX sample letter The letter was sent by the ODEX company itself. Not even by a law firm. They said that they have been authorized by their principles, licensor’s and AVPAS members. Man AVPAS is not even a government organization. Authorization can only be given based on laws. Not companies, and most definitely not by their principles.
5. They offer low quality VCDs and even ripped their subs off fansubs! They claim that they weren’t aware since they hired an external company to do the subbings for them. It’s THEIR responsibility to check! Shifting the blame only shows that they lack the discernment and wisdom to pick a good subbing company and not ensuring that they are doing their job.
6. Some anime titles are unlicensed while others are licensed. ODEX website is now under-construction. How can Singaporeans respect their copyrights when we don’t even know what rights do they have? There is a unofficial list compiled at Wikipedia but it maybe unreliable and inaccurate. If ODEX itself is not transparent about their rights, how can they gain the trust of the anime community?
7. As for downloading anime, pirates help by increasing the popularity of that anime. They may not pay for it today, but give them time to cultivate the habit and some of them will be legitimate consumers in the future! Even Bill Gates is smart enough to know the benefits of piracy and is using it to strengthen the windows brand. “Although about 3 million computers get sold every year in China, people don’t pay for the software. Someday they will, though,” Gates told an audience at the University of Washington. “And as long as they’re going to steal it, we want them to steal ours. They’ll get sort of addicted, and then we’ll somehow figure out how to collect sometime in the next decade.” That is the wise guy talking and Mr Sing has got lots to learn from him about doing business and PR.
8. Even if he wanted to start press charges, it should be done when anime was not so popular and it should be well publicized so that it will act as a deterrent to future anime dl-ers. However, he purposely chose this year when the anime dlers are at a all time high and those that download illegally are the majority of the anime viewers. Is it just purely coincidence? Yea… we’re stupid and dumb.. and gullible I might add.
9. They sell anime in volumes are mostly OUTDATED since in Japan a new episode of a anime is screen each week. By compiling them before selling, Singaporeans are not able to get instant access to the anime and it greatly kills off any excitement. Imagine having to wait months before knowing what happened to Harry Potter. (If it were available sooner, there would be no doubt that everyone would turn to that source). Hence, instead of the Mr sing “busy sueing people”, he should have thought about ways to make anime more accessible by demand, by episodes, and by offering the lastest and most up to date stuff… Sadly, he is too busy to think about all these."
FANSUBS FTW!
(wow. this is a long long long long post.)
Labels: thoughts
Saturday, October 20, 2007
what two bored people do...is they deliberately let the scores even out when playing minesweeper flags, and then take a screenshot of it. the more random and boliao person now posts the screenshot on her blog.
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[EDIT: few seconds after posting. coz i don't feel like creating another post.]
Realised I haven't been blogging much recently. So ironic. The urge to blog again and again was always there during promos period, and now, when I have more time to blog, I don't.
Anyway, on Thursday I wanted to stalk Calvin home (to find out where he lives) so I followed abtzy, seng teck (did i spell his name wrongly?) and calvin to changi beach to catch the first glimpse of Airbus 380. Although I'm not a fan of aircrafts...the feeling of the planes flying over your head at such a close distance and the sea crashing onto the shore in front of you is...magical. haha. I think I'll go back someday on my own.
For the record, I decided not to stalk calvin last minute. Had too much on my mind that night to go on a wild goose chase. (alright, i was half-emoing at the beach.) Ended up taking abtzy's car to city hall mrt (and dinner at abtzy's house in the middle!).
Friday was spent editing (unsuccessfully) the pw video we have. Morning was wasted on trying to figure out what was wrong with the camera. But matthew saved the day by taking a break from studying and came up to solve my problem. simply by turning on the power. "-_- sigh. when cq reads this, he's going to go "sotong". lol.
Afternoon wasn't good either. I can't manage to squeeze everything within one minute. halfway through the video and it already hit near 2 mins. It's mission impossible. Weizhong made it sound like he can do it...hmm...i'll see how he does it on monday. If he manages to do it, then I'll get to learn something new.
I just realised this is something which has been on my mind quite often recently. To get better in filming. To learn from the pros, like calvin and weizhong (although i like the idea of suaning weizhong on my blog. whatever).
anyway, something quite funny happened in the lab. roger came over to use his ibook and play stepmania.....attempting to pon chess. unsuccessfully. the chess training secretary came to get him TWICE. LOL. while shuyi successfully ponned...in some classroom. HAHA.
friday night: mep concert. anything royce writes is good lah. lol. PERSIAN PRUNES!!! X) (i recorded the entire concert on tape for them~ =P)
and caiqiang stayed for the concert!!! hurray! so i didn't go home alone. lol.
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sister wants to go swim. she don't want to go alone. i have to go and pei her. and play psp by the pool side. DIAO. "-_-
Labels: random, school, weekend
Friday, October 19, 2007
I miss photoshopping. bwah~ =(
SOMEONE BUY ME ADOBE PHOTOSHOP CS!
Labels: random
Monday, October 15, 2007
How gymnastics was inspired.
(Still reading through sinfest archives. haha.)
Anyway, it feels weird recently when talking to someone. like someone is daoing me, although technically someone is not. oh well. it's just weird lah. feels weird.
watching movie with stacy, eugene, haoyang and qiongye tomorrow! yay! ye ye is lending me money. <3
Labels: random
Friday, October 12, 2007
(don't bother trying to comprehend the title.)
Took the OkCupid test in facebook (Seleena invited me) and....I remember I took this test some time ago (sec 2 or 3?) for fun, and I was 'the sonnet'. (Seleena's a sonnet now.) Thing is, I retook the test, and this time round I'm a 'window shopper'! But reading the descriptions, I found it quite accurate I suppose. Weird thing is, back in sec 2 or 3, I though 'the sonnet' was quite accurate for me too. So here's another instance of how much people change over time? I don't know.
Anyway, link to my result here:
http://www.okcupid.com/personality?type=RGLD&g=0&o=1-------
Yesterday was really not a good day for school. I woke up super late, and strangely I didn't feel the sense of panic rushing through me. My waking up late is probably the work of my subconscious anyway, since I didn't feel like going school in the first place. Nevertheless, I went (partially lured by the fact there's film soc meeting in the afternoon). Missed the entire econs lecture, although later I was informed by weiren that I didn't miss out much. All they went through was the first four pages of the new lecture notes, and the rest of the lecture was taken up by some strange feedback session. I have psychic abilities in choosing which lecture to p--!
Anyway, after school (and pw meeting), while waiting for film society meeting to start (yes, i p--ed another lecture), I went to bother my friends and played cards. Ended up playing cards with shuyi, abtzy and kah hou in the classroom the meeting's supposed to be held anyway (so I didn't have to move around yay!). There was this point of time whereby abtzy bidded all the way to 5 (i forgot the suit) and called ME as partner. When obviously he cmi de. argh. i had such a hard time minimizing damages. lol. but true lah, he had quite a few triumphs but still.......LOL. so frustrating. Later, film soc people started coming, and zijian joined in. (we kicked abtzy out to save me frustration. kidding! abtzy started playing with his gba.) Played a few more rounds, before shuyi and abtzy went for chinese and kah hou went home.
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CALVIN AND PAUL ARE IN MY GROUP!!! WOOT. BEST COMBI EVER. lol. i mean, group for sdma. gosh...everyone always say calvin is super pro...can't wait to work with him. Then I can
偷师 lol. and I never knew paul wanted to do drama too! yay!!!! tweet tweek! =P
and then there's Jawed!!! (nowadays everytime i mention his name, i think of PQRS. my gosh. zei was like...just because you like PQRS
. Of course, zei is just jealous lah. =P)
Then lastly, of course there's zei. Which I keep saying that the group is perfect minus his name. But...I'm just joking lah. True, there was a period of time I was so mad at him and everything, but that's over. The group will turn out fine =)))
SDMA! WE ARE COMING TO OWNZ. MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
which reminded me. i still haven't tell jared about his group yet. hmm.
This year, two groups are gonna do the advertisement catagory, while one group (mine) is gonna do the drama catagory. Which traditionally was never attempted by our seniors because they view 10mins as too much work. hmm. but we will work hard! =P
seriously, believe it or not. SDMA means a lot to me. somehow.
Anyway, after meeting, stayed around to crap a bit more with zijian and zei...and well..got to know a lot of *ahem*..stuff. LOL. it's good sometimes that the guys in film soc don't really treat me as a girl. heh. (zijian was so mortified when i said that. he thought that i'm accusing him of treating me as a guy. o_O)
And zei was irritating again! Okay, fine. I took his wallet in the classroom. But that does NOT mean that he has the right to take my handphone and make me chase after him all around the school with him on his BIKE. I mean...BIKE. hello? mine was just around the classrooms, that does not justify his revenge at all. hmph. luckily, art people came to the rescue. I got my hp back. lol.
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Untitled was great! (that's the school's art students' exbition last night for those who didn't know) Although I think I enjoyed looking at the sketchbooks the most....Especially Lorraine's! wow. I am totally addicted to the idea of stars in apples. the fact that 'star' in chinese sounds the same as 'heart' in chinese too. it's damn cool. everyone should take a look at that sketchbook of hers if they get the opportunity.
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Because of the exhibition, I kinda got home real late, and went online real late. And...I don't know. It felt weird, because everyone that I usually talk to online went offline. And it felt weird, to miss talking to them online for even one day. Oh well. (Funny thing was that Mark even said "tonight on msn?" before parting with me before the exhibition. and i said yea. now that's irony. didn't think that I'd spend that much time at the exhibition..)
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Missed PW meeting this morning coz I had to do some stuff for dad. uck. seriously...i donno, but sometimes I resent...no, i don't resent the fact that I had to help him this morning. But I resent the way he throws his authority around everywhere and anywhere whenever mum's not around.
Oh yea, mum took the morning flight yesterday to china. Great grandma's not feeling very well...=(
Ah...gonna go K with cq and chaoyang later at 3pm. (I'm broke...but cq they all say lend me first.) First time K-ing at someplace other than Kbox...donno whether will be good or not. Ah well. I'm like K-ing so much this month! gosh.
last night, I had a much needed talk. and i think i kinda sort some of my thoughts out. it helps to tell someone. but...i think my life is still far from entangled. i still feel like i'm setting the stage for disaster next year.Labels: cca, life, school
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Lesson of the day: Add a width to everything.
I think I should go back to revising my html and css. Too long never use might get rusty de..
(PQRS really really rocks.)
2nd lesson of the day: Never accept a phone call from your sis when you know you have something on later.
actually, i have like a draft post on my OP dry run on my com. But I just don't feel like completing it. Wait for it guys *(for those lucky souls who haven't had their dry runs and are curious what OP dry run was like).Labels: random
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
I love reading Jared's blog....I love I love I love I love I love reading Jared...(Okay. I just realise there might be some confusion here. Regarding which Jared I'm talking about. SO....)Jawed's blog. AHHHH.
Unfortunately (and I'm being honest here), I love reading Jawed's blog more than Shan's now. Oops. But really, it's too nice to read. Sorry shan...you lost a fan to someone. lol.
People must think I'm crazy, randomly blogging about how nice other people's blogs are to read. But well...
Oh, and CQ, you're right. Now, all of a sudden I'm more interested in reading blogs again. Although still not as much. Hmm...
I never thought I'd stop surfing the net for even a single day. Sometimes I surprise even myself. OH well...shall read. And Maplestory installation finished downloading! X) shall install it later. and stepmania..muahahahahahaha.
and i shall finish my bleach episodes. my gosh, i'm like still 10 episodes behind, because episode 143 came out le. XP
(I realise these days my blog posts are not of much substance. Doesn't tell much about what happened in the day...and tells not much about inner thoughts either. Gosh. my posts are de-gen-ing.)
((maybe it'll become better when I get out of this increasing sianzness I'm feeling.))
[EDIT:9.51AM] Just went to livejournal to catch up on friends' entries and realise....there are MILLIONS (okay, exaggeration) of entries that I haven't read. It's gonna take ages to catch up. XP oh...but what did I expect. Haven't been reading since mid of promos...(yep, i stopped surfing around middle of the promos period. weird timing.)
AHHHHH. SIANZNESS. SHALL DO PW PPT. (L tan says must make it more "interesting" diao.)Labels: life, random
Monday, October 08, 2007
meiyi is pathetic sometimes coz her resolve too weak. she gives in.
anyway, what cq said made sense. so philo and chim, but i suppose it makes sense.
what chun said, half made sense too...just that it applies on one side and not the other.
HAIZ. why is meiyi so pathetic and weak?Labels: rant
11:24 PM
I'm sure someone can be this slow. over 36 hours. sigh.
Oh well. To tell the truth, I'm not really fuming anymore. But what to do, I'm a taurus. And well, this is KINDA amusing...or maybe that's like self-consolation.
I don't know whether to laugh, or to cry. sigh.
Anyway, OP dry run today was bad. But at least it wasn't as bad as I expected.
Haiz. Somehow, I'm getting sick of the internet. Haven't been reading blogs even. OKay, I read. But not as many blogs as I usually do. No blog surfing for sure. I'm not even keeping up to date with comics. Except maybe....sinfest and xkcd. and the ones that get delivered to my email.
I shall start maple i think. muahahahha. or learn play little fighter. OH. STEPMANIA. which roger transfered over to my thumbdrive today. XP
and there's always catching up of reading and learning of php....(oh yea, my mum wasn't too happy when she realise I'm gonna learn php. a levels...................."-_- HAIZ.)
but then, why am i feeling so sian.
maybe i need to go out more. but i'm already going out too much.
i want to go to someone's house. but then i can't. since i'm not talking to the person. oh bother.
anime marathon tomorrow. although that feels a bit sian too. sigh.
(never thought that would come from me eh? anime and internet/comp => sian? unthinkable. LOL.)Labels: life, random
Saturday, October 06, 2007
I'm really really pissed with someone right now. But I've cooled down. Excessive ranting to friends helps.
But, this time round, I'm really not gonna care. Yesh. He can go do whatever he wants and I don't care. I'm sure got people as slow, insensitive and dumb lah. fine. stupid.
utter frustration.
Anyway, I haven't been blogging much because...I've been super busy. Each time I get super busy, I say that this must be the busiest it'll ever get. But by now, I've learned my lesson. It's just gonna get worse next year. Sigh.
But it's fun.
New quote by Eugene (Ho): "When is the wet run going to start?"
LOL. Anyway, open house was cool. Befriended a pair of vietnamese twins! Who stacy and I promised to go back and fetch after the principal's talk, but we missed them because of the debriefing. Oh well...point is, WE GOT TWINS IN THE J1 COHORT NEXT YEAR. oh yea....then there's Shuna and Shona. That's two pairs of twins! One pair of guys, and one pair of girls. SO COOL. lol.
then in the afternoon, since I didn't feel like changing out...I befriended another SCGS girl..Ann. Haha. Brought her around...at first was only me and stacy..then eugene came to join us after his interact booth duty...then when we went to the ODAC booth, Wai Sum explained to Ann about ODAC, and Augustine (did i remember the name wrongly? cq's class de.) was like "...four befrienders to one visitor." lol.
oh...pw is horrendous. i hate pw. borrowed the php bible from weizhong today after pw meeting. yesh. php!!!
tmr afternoon got mini 6Qians gathering...with cq, chaoyang, and seng. pool. i think. shall confirm with cq later...Labels: life, random, rant, school
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Random quotes of the day!
- "Zhenggang fences the chicken wings!" -someone (Zhenggang poking the chicken wings to see if they are cooked.)
- "Air con is more important than being a guy." - Eugene
- "Chi Yi Bu Dun." - Eugene (made quotable by stacy)
- "Wait..I'm concentrating, cannot think properly." - Eugene
- "Oi...Don't quote me anymore." - Eugene
- Samantha: "2S". Eugene: "1H. Oh sorry. 2H. No! 3H!" (so blur)
- "Why you all always like to quote me...not like I have very nice 'cotes'." - Eugene
- "You good." says weizhi. "Consumer goods or capital goods?" reply Eugene.
- "Your fire got problem is it?" - Weizhi
basically...just record down the entire bridge game and you get a lot more quotes. LOL. XP
sad...no one wants to go to the beach and play sparklers...>.< oh well, end of year come again. =P must find people come with me lah...Labels: holidays, life
9:14 PM
So cool...I never knew there's internet access here. So yesh, for once, I'm able to not miss internet during chalet.
Although first night of class chalet isn't really that exciting. People are either 1)out in pairs, 2)watching tv, 3) talking on phone (sweetly), and 4) me, on com slacking. Which a lousy internet that keeps dc-ing. But internet nevertheless, so I am not complaining. X)
Haven't eat dinner yet...so hungry. Supposedly, zhenggang and linxi is out buying food. But they are taking soooooo long......i wonder.....ok. shush. oops.
I AM HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!! talking nonsense liao. it helps that i'm drinking alcohol too. it's supposed to be for tomorrow...but victor went to open mine. so i end up having to drink it today.
Speaking of alcohol...Met 4 very very very very nice MJ people today! They having class chalet at downtown east resort. lol. Wanted to get alcohol...and one of them is born in 89, sept. So...we beg the store, and in the end they allowed! yay!!!
and then, since i was still lost, i had to wait for stacy, kaiqi and janice to come rescue me. And the four of them just waited for them with me! so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I got one of their numbers...hee =)
Hungry...................................haha. I am high. Die. I might get stomachache from drinking on empty stomach. ugh. But...this is only 5%. Ah, yucong brought a lot lorh. I shall try to buy the long island one from him tomorrow...yay! X)
Oh, and right now, around 10 of us are staying for the night. and only 5 of us are in the chalet right now. namely, stacy, samuel, kaiqi and janice and me! ok. i have nothing to type. talking nonsense.Labels: holidays, life
Monday, October 01, 2007
I am going to class chalet soon.
And I am going to fail cse. yes.
And I am going to bring laptop. for chalet.
And I'm bringing mahjong.
And I'm officially not moody. But somehow I'm still kinda angry with someone. Ok. Nevermind. See how.
Shall not care so much. Since the other party doesn't care anyway. My new motto. Yesh.
Hmph. Call me childish.
I SHALL ENJOY THE CHALET. I'll chill out. yesh.Labels: life, random
LOL. facebook is a rjc craze right now man. even if it's spreading to the other schools. (i'm using facebook less now that promos are over though. =S)
