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Monday, July 09, 2007

Detached

This one entry per day resolution is starting to work less as a plan than as a necessity. Sigh.
Today, I was in a weird mood. Somehow. Some might call it 'loner', but having experienced the 'loner' mood before, I know this isn't it. Stuff ran through my mind today. Simply the question of 'How was (insert name) like back in secondary school?' came to me more than five times throughout the course of the day. As I was walking home from mrt, my mind somehow conjured the image of a gaping mouth with tint of blue and it wouldn't go away till i got home. Simply weird.

I think blogging once a day is good. It forces me to reflect and 'consolidate' my life. Leave me more composed and kinda purify my soul? Don't know if I'm putting this across correctly.
And I thought today, about the idea of fate. I've always believed in fate to some extent I think. And fate really isn't contradictory to the belief in God, because fate is something arranged by God? I don't know.

I think I'm being rather random today. Not in the silly way, but in a weird and detached way.

Well, I'm like rather prepared for all my lessons in school today and boy, it felt good. haha. I shall buck up! I shall do well! I want to...no, I WILL get an A for Econs. H3 or no H3 i still love econs. and perhaps if I'm lucky, if i manage to handle everything well by the end of this year, i might try for nus h3 econs nxt year! since i've missed my chance this yr...or i can try to be included in that case-by-case list. then again, i'm most probably too ambitious again. i reached like 20% of my goals and targets???

No, but I'll definitely get A for Econs for promos. I have to.

Math today is rather discouraging though. I know my math is bad. But 3 hours for 6 questions is beyond hope. I need someone to tutor me math.

Dead tired, but i finally found the time to do stuff like planning and sorting out stuff to do, so that i don miss anything out or double-book myself, etc,etc. SIGH. tomorrow there's british council too. another late night. X(

This post is turning into a rant session. Oh dear..

Oh, and I noticed how I've been talking to myself aloud lesser these days! YAY!!! haha...actually I didn't notice it myself lah, but nevermind. Anyway, there are several people I wanna thank, but then I suppose it's better for me not to name them. You know who you are anyway. If you are not sure, can come ask me if you are one of them!!! haha.
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Suddenly I remember something that happened on Saturday. After CHMA. As we were walking down te pathway across the grassfield in front of S11, we saw a rabbit in the middle of the field. Bad mood caused me to forget completely about it, something which usually bothers me for days. Oh dear, I wonder what happened to it. A domestic rabbit can never survive for long out there. It's unlikely to be abandoned since usually pple abandon rabbits with a cage. But then again, there are crazy cruel people around. I bet it escaped and its owners are super worried now. Sigh. I hope someone reported it to the House Rabbit Society of Singapore or something. Oh man, maybe I should have go take a look around the area today. urgh...

Dad just fixed my light - replaced the burnt out one of the two light
bulbs with a new one. Now the room's twice as bright that I can't get used to
it. Yet somehow, it's making me a teeny bit more cheery..

Labels: life, rant, school, thoughts

11:53 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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