iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Sunday, July 01, 2007

Confession.

Argh. The headache's back. Crap.

Desperate housewives is quite amusing to watch. The 'locked yourself out naked' part is damn funny. But it's all dry humour though. So I supposed you need to be in a fairly good mood to enjoy it.
Luckily, I feel quite alright today. haha.

Anyway, I think I got a confession to make. I've blogged about this before, privately. But I think I gotta get this out.

Thing is, the night during film soc chalet? I wasn't totally happy. I got reminded of some painful memories when I went over to the other stretch of the beach to visit Sammie and Fengheng at their class bbq. (Nothing to do with Sammie and Fengheng btw.) Guess I kinda showed it on my face, but maybe some didn't realise how unhappy I was since I became hyper afterwards. Well, my unhappiness was one of the reasons why I decided to try alcohol for the first time that night. And thing is, I like it not purely because of the taste. Sure, the one at the chalet had a great grape taste. But great stuff can be non-alcoholic. What really hooked me onto it is how it helped me get happy that night. It was almost effortless to get high with that stuff..

But once and for all, I am not addicted. And I don't drink that often. Most of the time, I keep trying to get my hands on alcohol, that's why you hear me going on about alcohol so much. But I only go on about alcohol so much because most of the time I CANNOT get it. Which means I don't get it. Equals: I have only drank alcohol two more times after the chalet. That's three times in total. Three times in my first 17 years of life is not a lot.

Well, I don't know if the people i want reading this will be reading it. But it feels weird to tell them this straight, so I'll just leave it to chance.

Now the headache is really killing me. Gotta go try to get some sleep. keyword is 'TRY'. slept too much for today already.
and i've blogged like SO MUCH for this couple of days!

p.s. my mum is threatening me with my com to make me tidy up my room.
and i love Joanne! she's the best bunny in the world! <3 muacks!~

Labels: life

12:16 AM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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