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Monday, March 26, 2007

confessions.

I was kinda lonely in school today. haha. guess i was pms-ing? but now i'm better already.

Kinda threw a minor tantrum at eug today thou. really really really sorry.

and so i got thinking. not in the sad, emo way. just thinking. maybe to a certain extent my sis is right. i don really deserve all that i have now. i know for sure that my extent of studying won have given me a place in rj if i had to go through o lvls. not that i would have chosen rj...i think i might have gone to ngee ann poly. but anywayz, i'm glad to be in rj, and if i had taken o lvls, i might not be here.
and that i guess i don really deserve the friends i have right now. and that maybe at times i forget and took them for granted. i guess i'm selfish at times...just unloading my problems onto them, and forgetting that they too have their own problems. i forget to think of what they are feeling. i do not think before i bother them, that maybe they are busy, or they may feel irritated by having to handle me all the time.
my friends are too nice. if there's such a thing as past life, then i must have been a saint in the past to be able to have such great friends in my current life.
i think i shall strive to be nicer. and less ego-centric. *did i spell that correctly?*

Anywayz! Grandma cooked "chai cha" today! yay!!!! I love it when grandma cooks hometown dishes! haha...i guess the family feels more warm to me now since grandma's back. i think i might go home earlier these days. hee..=)))
I LOVE CHAI CHA! HAHA
everyone should try it...maybe i should invite everyone back home just for a chai cha feast! lol.

and i think i m fickle minded. hmm. oh n i've sorted out what i'm thinking and my state of mind! so yay! i'm at peace again. i know what i am going to do now..haha. this zen thingie is really getting useful. lol.

and yay! film soc tomorrow! haha. =)))

i gave out smilie faces today...who haven get claim from me!!! =P

Labels: life, school, thoughts

9:47 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

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~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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