iBleach- Soul Generation of Music

Sunday, February 25, 2007

post-df blues

I've slept for the whole day. minus the few hours i woke up to have brunch with family and random "family friends", i really slept for the whole day. productions are tiring. but nevertheless fulfilling. although I didn't really play much of a role in it, it still felt great. We didn't win though, btw. I really really thought that BB would clinch best script..but we didn't. Apparently, the judges were biased against depressing dramas.

And I need to clarify something. If you felt that the friday BB drama was kinda out of sorts, it's probably my fault. Coz I started the first track to late and abrupt, the 2nd track was totally the wrong track altogether, the 3rd, 4th and 5th all missed their cues. And if you happened to know how much music can affect moods in a drama, you would realize that I screwed up. BIG TIME. oh wellz, the good thing is...I didn't screw up yesterday! =))) not big time anyway...I played JR a few seconds late...but that was it! no major screw ups. XP

And that kinda like my personal achievement kinda thing? I was concentrating so hard that I didn't really appreciate the performance shan, mel and yw put up. That's kinda sad...but I bet they did great, coz wangting said so...and a million other pple said so...so YAY! haha..

But now that DF is over...I guess i'm kinda sad. Over the past few weeks, I've really bonded with the DF pple..It's like losing an entire family, you know? And yewei put it right in that email he sent...We'll all surely drift apart now that we don't have to see each other everyday after school. In fact, we won't see each other at all, other than along the hallways..Okay, maybe with exception of Eug, Sherry, Elena and me, since I'm always so kaypo and go and crash their class..haha. So yarh, we will drift apart. And i guess i need time to get use to that..oh man, i really don wanna drift apart. I know...that's like super childish thinking...but I really don't. It's that old habit of mine to not move on and stay emotionally attached to something. haiz. i shall concentrate on learning that music theory and get back onto the web design wagon..sigh. i still feel crappy.

anywayz, my mum agreed that i can bring friends over on my birthday! =))) which is slightly more than a month away...haha. and i've just decided to start saving up for chalets at the end of this year! I'm gonna have a chalet and invite all my friends!!!! =))) hee....that's something to look forward to..

10:00 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

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~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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