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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

"GO HOME PARTNER"

I am feeling depressed. over a very trivial thing. but maybe I shouldn't blame my entire mood on the incident...maybe i'm just pmsing...

Studied in school till 7pm today. Wednesday is short day mah...so i started studying earlier and end earlier. Then I went to find Jason..kinda hoping that someone would go home with me. But he wanted to go eat dinner with the CO pple. which is fine...except that i was kinda hoping that he'll ask me along. but since he didn't, i assumed that he wouldn't want me to go and so i went home....ALONE. =(

I seriously need more going home partners in school man. So far, I only know......five pple who lives near the north. two in woodlands, one in sembawang, and one in yishun. that's five "going-home partners". should be more than enough...BUT THEY ALWAYS MANAGED TO ESCAPE GOING HOME WITH ME!!! they are always either super busy, or their timetables clash with mine...etc, etc. sigh...

AND I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE GOING HOME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i absolutely hate going home alone. I rather stay in school (even alone) till 11pm, 12mn, then to go home alone. don ask me why, coz i am weird. =(

so i am depressed. and if jason is reading this....hmm...don feel tooo guilty kay? kay?? KAY???
maybe my sarcastism isn't obvious, as usual. so i shall be obvious. i m being sarcastic. shit, now i am mean. seriously, forgive me. but i just feel super pissed off at having no one to go home with ALL THE TIME.

AND no matter what the CO pple say, i still feel like they don't want me. so they better call me soon. =(

shit. i feel super shitty now. like my emotions are in the bottom pits.

I don't have time to transfer my stuff to a bigger file. i don't have time to correct my archives page. i don't have time to watch Bleach episode 109 and 110, although I finished downloading them a million years ago. i am damn tired, and i can't control my shitty emotions. AND my CSE notes are never ending.
anyway, i'll have streetdance tryouts on friday. shit. i m so not gonna get in. but who cares...
i think i used the word 'shit' too many times in this entry le. haiz. let's hope i get better tmr morn when i wake up.

i need the saturday outing desperately to cheer me up. refresh me. anything. especially after i screwed my tryouts.

Labels: rant, school

11:38 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

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rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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