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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Guardian Angels

I know sometimes times are hard, and I want to be here for you. But at times, it affects me, even if less so now. There is GP common test tomorrow, but right now all that I'm doing is worrying about you. I've been weak in a way - I need constant assurance that I'm loved, cared for. This was shaped by past experiences and life-scarring memories from childhood. We are both not being drama, extra, or whatever term people may call us. Though I admit I may be childish. And so, yes, I'm aware of my need. So how am I going to be there for you when I'm not strong enough for myself already? Yet, I know you're even weaker than me. That you need even more support than me. And I'm the only one you can turn to. I need to be able to hold on. And at the same time, remember not to rely on others too much, not to burden others too much and in the process hurt myself. I need to stand strong and let you rely on me. Somehow I've gotta learn.

If I'm your guardian angel, who's gonna be mine?

Labels: GG, K

10:32 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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