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Friday, September 14, 2007

Squiggles

Met new people today..Was going to the canteen and saw Zhangying sitting there doodling on a piece of foolscap with her classmates. Gabriel (the new person I got to know today) was her pencil/pen/foolscap supplier. And supposedly, the entire bag of pens/pencils were collected from the floor around the school. LOL.

I was feeling kinda angry/emo/upset. And I needed something to vent on. So I joined in and made this masterpiece. Brought it home to take a photo of it, but now I have misplaced it. (if only i have a good camera phone..sigh.) Oh dear..Well, anyway, basically it's nothing but twiggles and curls and shading all over the place till the white spaces of the paper take up less than 5%. But it's beautiful. =)

it's funny how zhangying and gabriel launch into nonsensical debate on childishness. haha. my mood kinda got better by a teeny bit while I was with them. haha.

OH. and gabriel knows hongyi. wow. X)

I felt neglected. Like I don't mean anything to him. I rank below his friends. That my messages can be daoed because he feels like he wants to be purely in the company of his friends. And I don't even deserve getting informed that he wants space. I wouldn't have mind if he had actually told me.
When finally, my heart is with him, I feel like I'm being trashed. Maybe it's just me making a big fuss over nothing. Yet I can't even express my feelings regarding this coz he's being so tired these days and I just didn't want to make trouble for him. What the hell. Now I'm angry, upset, disappointed AND considerate. OH GREAT.

Labels: C, rant, school

7:40 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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