Friday, August 10, 2007
Been thinking about him non-stop. It's getting bad. This is getting so ridiculous that I constantly feel the urge to laugh at myself. But I can't control it. At least I feel like laughing instead of crying, although it is over my own silliness. That's good. My heart aches with longing all the same.
Came home, checked my email, and found the Gurl.com newsletter with a feature on How Does It Feel To Be In Love..girls all over the world submit the responses, and i went to take a look..
"You cannot stop thinking about the other person. You jump out of your skin when you see their number on your caller ID."
True. Really true. applies for sms too."When you're in love it's like this sugar-high of emotions. When you see the person your stomach does a back flip and everyone and everything around you is put on pause. No matter what they look like or who they are, to you they are the most beautiful thing ever created. All of a sudden those corny love songs make sense. That's how you know you're in love."
"When you are in love, your stomach feels like it's falling up. You can't sleep because you are constantly thinking about the other person. You are always smiling, and you can't wait until you see them next. When you are away from them, you feel like you are missing a part of your heart."
"You think about that person more than you think about yourself. You can't imagine your life without that person. You would give anything to be with that person. You sacrifice most things in your life to be with that person. You want to be with that person every second of the day...and when you aren't with that person, you can't help but imagine how happy they make you when you ARE with them."
Now that pretty much sums up what I feel I think. =(
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Woke up this morning 7.30am to bring my dad to the polyclinic. Ended up he needs to go TTS. But I have PW meeting, and I really didn't want to go too late for it. So, I tried to get my sis to go with him instead. But she had arranged to meet a friend to study (compared to me having PW meeting..PW - an A levels subject?). So I brought dad to TTS anyway. Didn't want him to go alone...especially since his english is not good..After his registration though, he kinda half forced me to go for PW meeting. So I went to weizhong's house and reached there ard 12.30pm..
Dad's alright btw..got to go see a specialist nxt month though. =(
I learnt a lot about myself today I think. I realised just how childish I am. Coz in the morning, I was initially rather mad that my sis didn't want to take dad to TTS, and I had to accompany him there even though I had PW meeting. But after I calmed down, I realise I shouldn't be mad..After all, I should be more than willing to bring him to the hospital..and also if I were in my sister's shoes, I would probably behave that way too...or at least, I would have taken a while to sort out my thinking and realise that I should have brought dad to the hospital.
So yea. I was really really immature. My gosh...I shall strive to be more mature! YAY! GO MEIYI!!!
Anyway, after the PW meeting, was going home via mrt. But at city hall mrt, i needed the toilet desperately and got off...and met kangwei and larissa!!! lucky i met them too...or else i would have been wondering off into the shopping mall trying desperately to find a toilet which was actually right there in the mrt station! LOL. but really, today was so qiao..
argh shoots...I'm still craving. this feeling is so unbearable. oh...another quote from the same site..slightly altered.
"love is like a craving for food that you just can't control."
now, that really sums everything.
Yay! studying with CQ tmr!! =) shall write poems!!! X)
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