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Saturday, April 21, 2007

i'm seventeen.

I know I said that this year's birthday is the worst ever. But I changed my mind. Although I'm still a little bit upset. But Sammie and Shan remembered after all. And some more people wished me happy birthday. Nice people like gekmin and fizzah. Qiongye even called to say happy birthday. first time i recieve phone call just to wish me happy birthday, and not with some other hidden agenda. lol. I feel loved. haha. thanks everyone for making me feel loved! X) I'm being spoilt today. LOL.

So this is my worst and best birthday so far, simultaneously.

people who i never expected to remember my birthday wished me happy birthday today.
but that person still never remember my birthday though..haiz. =( and there's only barely more than an hour for that person to remember. it really mean a lot to me, for that person to remember. it'll completely make my day...but he's not remembering.

Went to watch a movie with royce in the afternoon today. Wanted to watch Mr Bean, but coz I was late (and royce didn't scold me coz I'm birthday girl and birthday girl gets the privelege) so we ended up watching teenage mutant ninja turtles. I remember I was still rather crazy over them in lower secondary, watching the cartoon every weekend. haha. It's been a bit of "journey back to childhood" kinda thing these two days. First with jazz playing sesame street, which was my kindergarten daily fix, and today i watched ninja turtles. haha.

Mum was trying hard to be extra nice to me when I got back from the movies. I think both of us felt bad about today's argument. i think i won't compromise on the issue of me having two ccas, but i'll try listen to her more often from now on. like sleeping before 12mn whenever possible. it's good for me anyway...coz it'll please the teachers that i no longer sleep (or look sleepy) in class. I don't wanna disappoint mr neo or mr kamel anymore. they've been so nice to me.

So, new resolutions to the list.

Sleep earlier. Before 12mn. If that goes well, I' ll try up the target to 11.30pm, then 11pm.

I just realised I forgot what my entire list of resolutions were. Okay, I'll go dig it up.....
Okie! here it is...from entry on 19th March 07..updated with new resolutions! yay! I'll like print it out and put on the door or something. and read it every night. haha. i'll like bold stuff i've already succeeded, asterisk stuff i'm improving in. then i'll have to focus on the ones which i have not started on yet.
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SO.....A FORMAL LIST OF 2007 RESOLUTIONS. reserve the right to add items onto the list. but not the right to remove any of the items. XP

*Reduce emo-ing to at most 30% of the time. And reduce extent of emo-ing.*
*Rely less on friends. Become more independent.*
More will power. And actually start doing things I should have started years ago. Not gonna elaborate what are those stuff.
*Start studying. There's A levels. And I don't wanna risk letting my mum use my grades as an excuse to stop my guitar lessons. XS*
*Less computer. (*heart is shattering...ouch*) No choice, with GP tuition and guitar lessons added onto the list. I really should spend less time on computer. Not to mentioned my com just got confiscated. So when I get it back, definitely less computer.*
NAPFA - SILVER (in fact, i got gold. X) )
Sleep before 12mn. Before 11pm if possible.

AND ULTIMATE TASKS must do IN 2007 (again, right to add items, but not to remove any.)

STUDY
LEARN THEORY. LEARN GUITAR. AND ZHONG RUAN. AND TRY TO LEARN KEYBOARD.....TRY.
NEW LAYOUT. seriously. and cut away crap in the sidebar.
PORTFOLIO. i've been procrastinating on this for years..
~~TRAIN FOR NAPFA. 2.4km run, shuttle-run, SBJ. how do u train for shuttle anw...~~
PLAY BASKETBALL. coz i'm so lousy that i can't stand it.
PAINT A MURAL IN MY ROOM. year-end lah.
LEARN JAP. i forgot like more than half of what i knew lah. X(

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OH! AND BIRTHDAY PREZZIES! yay! =) everyone's telling me they're giving me my prezzies on monday. haha...so far, i know caiqiang's gonna give me a pink pencilbox! and royce is giving me 'colorful earrings'. haha.

Oh, my sis just gave me a pair of earrings! =) the primary 6 sister! X) but she asked her friend to choose for her coz she was not confident of her own taste. aiyo. i much preferred she choose herself, even if it looks ultra ugly de. but what her friend chose looks nice too lah. maybe not really what i would have bought myself. haha. I LOVE HAOYI FOR THE THOUGHT ANYWAY! <3

my mum offered to buy me a present tomorrow. i rejected at first. coz i didn't know how to accept a present now when we are in this state. but i thought maybe our current state is also partially due to my current state of mind...something like 'pre-set notion'. so i'm going with them to malaysia tomorrow. to get a new pair of shoes.

haiz. i'm not exactly sad now anymore. i think i got tired. but i'm not exactly very happy either. i need a hug. desperately.

it's just bad timing for all the bad stuff to happen around your birthday period.

hopefully, i'll feel better tomorrow, when i wake up. ciao.

Labels: life

10:20 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

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Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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