Tuesday, May 16, 2006

What I realised today is that I really need to dewind once in a while, even if I have not been doing very well. Dewind not as in the "going-to-arcade-and-go-crazy" kind, but in the more natural sense. A walk in a park, the beach, or BASKETBALL. Never knew basketball can do that sort of thing to you. But it helped me vent ...(anger? frustration? God knows what).

Anyway, I failed math.

Like that's big news. Of course I fail math. I just cannot do math. But somehow, like the world is against me, math is just so important in the society. sigh. I've never been crowd conforming anyway. Just tolerate being termed as wierd, out-of-the-crowd for a while more...till death. Ok, that's pessimistic. Mustn't continue thinking this way anymore.

But sometimes it's difficult. If feels as though all the hard work all boils to nothing in the end. Afterall, as one of the chinese sayings go..you come into this world with nothing, you leave with nothing. Plus, not all hard work is reciprocated with results. I know there is this saying that you leave with experience, but..It'd take kinda a saint to think this way all the time, especially when you are faced with numerous difficulties simultaneously. There is this rather lame quote I found though..

"Experience is all that you have left when you have nothing else left.

Oh well, must get on with my neverending pile of work le. Wanted to talk about how i felt used one...but guess I don't even have the time to rant about my feelings here anymore. In Singapore's pragmatic society, emotions and thoughts give way to facts and figures. Ciao.

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