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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

COLMAK FTW

It sucks when you are QWERTY-handicapped, you are forced by circumstances to use a mac but there is no autohotkey-equivalent for mac. You end up looking stupid, typing at snails pace, hitting all the wrong keys each time you try to type faster, looking at the keyboard almost all the time (because the moment you look up you type nonsense) - basically, you look like a retard. Can someone please write the program to save me already. Urgh.

Anyway, I'm in the school library, waiting for the mac to finish importing the video of last year's MEP concert. (Royce reminded me of it again last night. Oh how I have been procrastinating. Shame on me.) And I only just realised that we have CNY holidays from tomorrow onwards (yes, retarded-ly slow l am).

(Side-track: I shall treat this as a QWERTY typing practice.)

Today, I realised how I've transformed from being terribly pessimistic to wonderfully optimistic, and then sink back into pessimism for most things. But is that bad? Optimism often brings about greater disappointment than pessimism, so if by cowering under the clock of pessimism you are actually protecting yourself from possible harm, is it actually bad? To avoid disappointment, to prevent yourself from getting hurt again...Those are basic human instincts, to enable survival as we grow into this increasingly brutal world. How often we wish we could go back into the innocent times, when most of us are spared from troubles and worries, harsh realities of achievements-based society, the ugly face of politics in every area of your life (be it workplace, cca, classroom, school, even friends. Even among friends, where you can relax, let yourself go and enjoy yourself...supposedly. Supposedly.) Emotional survival.

CNY! Finally. Yay.

My life is channelling between the realms of heaven and hell, but never on the middle Earth.

Labels: life, musing, school, thoughts

3:04 PM

THE PRINCESS

name; melissa chan meiyi
age; 18
bdae; 210490
location; singapore

hates; hypocrites, betrayers and traitors
loves;

dr...(+)

more;

ad...(+)

~~adp~~ ~~rgs~~ ~~rjc~~

~~1/1~~ 2F 3M 4M 5P 6Q ~~106~~ ~~206~~ ~~310~~ ~~410~~ ~~08S05B~~

~~purple house~~ buckle ~~buckle-buckley~~

adp: ~~it club~~ ~~library~~ ~~eng drama~~ ~~chinese dance~~ ~~swimming~~

rg: ~~handbells~~ ~~library~~ rjc: ~~film society~~ ~~chinese orchestra~~ japanese cultural club (once in jcc always in jcc!)

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I'm a girl, who's normal most of the time, but weird otherwise. My nickname in primary school was blurqueen, which was upgraded to BBQ Bizzarely Blurqueen in Secondary 2 during Primary 6 class reunion. I have a huge variety of interests, so I end up being very poor in time management.

random;
Friends, my brother and sisters, and my computer.
I take birthdays very seriously.
I love roses.
I love the late night.
I love manga and anime.
I love my cats, (schro)dinger and newton.
I love concerts.

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